"Omo! Hueningkai you're already back?!" Mom suddenly blurted out.
I jerked up and faced her "What do you mean back?" I asked her confusingly "and how come you two know each other?!" I then face kai and then to mom. "Honey, kai's your childhood friend and.." she hesitated "Your ex" .
"What?! You're joking aren't you?" I said laughin abit "Mom I'm so tired right now, please and my head's aching again. Every time I see Kai it hurts" I groaned as I sit on the sofa. I heard mom sighed and sat beside me. "Sweetie... you need to know something." It got me nervous for some reason, I don't know what. She then explained the me all, anger and frustration grew in me. I didn't realized I was crying as I was listening and memories from the past came flooding in making me head hurt even more. I groaned to the pain and the next thing I know I passed out.
*after several hours*
I woke up, in my bed, with a headache and trying my best what happend
"Oh.. right" I mumbled to myself, I look outside my window and it's already night. I decided to talk to Kazuki but stopped once I was outside my window. I sat on the bridge and thinked. Those memories, memories with them, happy and sad times. Memories with him, and the time he hurt me, it's all in the past.
"Why did you lie to me kazuki" I mumbled to myself as tears escape my eyes. "Does that how you treat your friend?, lie to them?! and keep secrets to them?! I told you every secret I had and talk to you about almost all things, and yes you did too but.. keeping my memories a secret?" I cried silently knowing he won't hear what I just said.
"I'm sorry" a voice said, I look to where it came from and it was from Kazuki. Anger then came in my mind. "Does sorry take back all the lies and pain you've caused!?" He flinched at my sudden burst "I... just want to protect you, your my friend and... seeing you with Kai and spending time with him.. hurts me"
"I don't need protection!, I'm old enough to protect myself!" I yelled, he looked down didn't say anything. "I liked you for so long and tried keeping all the jealousy that's growing in me. And after what he caused you, do you think I'll tell you everything?" He finally spoke "do you think I'll allow him to be near you after what he have caused?!" I was silent to what he said.
"I LOVED YOU Y/N! AND AND I CAN'T BARE TO SEE YOU HURTING!" He ended and went inside his room.
Tears were escaping my eyes once again. All this years I've been living in a world with lies surrounding me. What else don't I know? What else are they hiding from me?!.
I went inside my room and shut my window and locked it.
"Sweetie~?" Mom called
"Ne?" I answered
"Your friend is here, uhm... beomgyu" she said
I guess mom let him in since he just came in my room. "Y/n?" He called softly. I quickly wiped my tears away and faced him. "Ah! Beomgyu, what got you here?" I asked giving a fake smile "Where's the others?"
"Back in the dorm" he replied as he sat on my office chair, those ones with wheels.
"Why are you hear?" I said
"Nothing, just want to visit you" He replied and looked straight in my eyes as if he's trying to look in my soul. He then sighed and stood up, he walked towards me and hugged me. His sudden action surprised me. "You can cry it all out,.. if it's going to make you feel better" he said as he's grip got a bit tighter but it's still gentle. "I hate everyone" I mumbled and cried once again. "Sssh, that ok, just cry it all out" he said as he rubs my back making me feel comfortable " they lied about Kai being part of my life. They lied and gave me pain! And people are telling me I'm adopted and when I ask my parents about it they would say it's not true! I'm frustrated, Mad, anxious!" I said between sobs as I hugged him back tightly. Moment later he suddenly sang
I can see, even if you’re not in front of me I feel you, even if you don’t say a word Because I believe in you, even if I’m anxious
I can touch, even if you’re not in front of my eyes I reach, even if you leave for somewhere far from me Even with just the memories, my heart is always dancing, like back then...
He sang one of my favorite song in their album.
He continued until I suddenly fell asleep in his arms.
Beomgyu's p.o.v
She's finally asleep. I place her on her bed carefully. I looked at her sleeping face.. she's so cute and kind, I don't know why would Hueningkai cheat, I don't know the reason but I need to find out.
I quietly got out of her room and went downstairs.
"Mrs. Jeon, I'll be going" I said politely with a smile "Ok dear, be safe going home, and thank you for making my daughter feel better." She said "i heard her and Kazuki fighting, and thankfully you came, so thank you so much" she said and smiled "You're welcome, Mrs. Jeon, I'll get going now, bye" I bid farewell and walked back to the dorm.
