Stupid Feelings for Stupid Boys

Questions (T.L)

How sad is it that I'm still waiting on you?

That I still hopelessly reach out to you?

That I still want you in my life?

What will make this feeling go away?

I wish I knew.

Anytime I actually try I immediately feel pathetic.

What's the point?

It's not like you care.

You have a girlfriend now.

Or so I've heard.

Why her?

What makes her so special?

I bet she's beautiful.

I'm probably nothing in comparison.

But you said you liked me.

So then, what changed?

Was it me who made the whole thing up in my head?

Or was it you messing with my heart?

I wish I had the courage to confront you.

To tell you how I feel.

But I'm not that girl.

I'm the girl who will keep her mouth shut.

And her feelings locked deep inside where they'll be safe from another like you.