Stupid Feelings for Stupid Boys

A simple smile (E.M)

I saw you today, very briefly, but I saw you all the same. I saw you and I could feel my heart leap in my chest. This... feeling spread through me at the sight of you. Whenever I see you it's like all the bad in the world just goes away... and it's just you. And everything is okay again.

I said hi to you from afar and you did the strangest thing... you smiled. You smiled at me... just for me. Although it lasted for a second I couldn't help the warm bubbly feeling that washed over me at the sight. Who knew that a simple smile from you could get my head spinning like that.

You just have complete control over my emotions and you have no clue. If I don't see you or if I feel like you don't want me around I'll just mope around all day feeling terrible. But if i get to see you or you're nice to me then I won't be able to wipe the ridiculous smile off my face. You shouldn't have this power over me.

It's moments like these when I truly consider telling you how I feel. When i feel like I should be straight up with you and put myself out there. I always chicken out... but maybe one day I will tell you. One day I'll let myself be vulnerable. But not today. Today I'll enjoy the memory of your smile. :)