We Can't Be Just Best Friends (Completed)

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BRAD'S POV 

I knew i shouldn't have agreed to play , not even come to the party actually i should've never come back for this stupid reunion but what could i do when luna had to come back to me and it seemed the only way she'd talk to me, the only way she didn't ignore me but so far it isn't bad until that douche had to hit up on luna but i was pretty glad she started following me right after even if that made her selfish at least she was with me . 

After two beer pongs and luna and me being half drunk or luna more than me , we decide to leave the party . After telling tristan that i'm leaving , we walk out of the house . 

" baby i'm tired " luna said all of a sudden and i wasn't that drunk to forget the same sweet voice calling me the way i live for . 

" what ?" i asked my eyes widened at her choice of words for if i mistook that i heard her call me baby 

" i am tired , i can't walk and i don't want to go to my place , grandpa woyd be anger " she spoke again still caring about what her grandpa would think of her . 

" so where do you want to go ?" i asked hoping she'd say my place 

" your place " she replied instantly leaning on me , making me blush , this is what this girl does to me . 

" you sure ?" i asked not trusting either a single one's drunk state 

" as fuck " she replied almost seductively or it seemed as if but she wrapped her arms around me leaning further in me . I knew it isn't right but i didn't wanted to let go . 

We took a cab as soon as possible making it inside my house without making further voice . 

I help her lay on my bed because she was too sleepy all the way . 

" i'll bring you water " i said to her as if she'd reply but she only groaned. 

I walk downstairs and into the kitchen , quickly taking water in a cup but before the cup could be filled the light flick open . 

"mom , you almost scared me " i relaxed 

" i'm sorry " she replied and until a few seconds later she spoke again . 

" you bought her home " 

" yeah , she didn't wanna go her place " i replied holding the glass properly and started to walk away to avoid further interaction but what she said next hurt me .  

" don't break her heart this time " 

" i don't know if there will ever be the next time " i slowly spoke and rushed upstairs . 

I walk up to the bed and helped her sit straight , which to my surprise she did  , i flick the lamp on and helped her with water .  

" Feeling any better ?" I asked after she drank but didn't fall back. 

" I guess " she replied .
I smiled at her which she didn't replied in anyway which hurt me because she was nonchalantly staring at me .

" Sit " she demanded and I sat next to her staring at her beautiful features. Drunk up girls doesn't look as pretty she looks and it isn't the first time she looks amazing while being drunk .

" What are you staring at ?" I asked which I believe should've been other way around. 

" Thank you " she simply said smiling, that smile which I have trying to see since the day it all ended.  I simply nodded .

I knew she was already staring at my lips but I didn't wanted to stop . She was just staring until she started leaning forward and I knew what could happen next .

" No Luna we shouldn't " I tried to be bold but my voice betrayed coming out hoarse and needy. 

" Why ?" She asked looking at me , we face still only a few inches away from me .

" We are not together " I replied looking at her lips which are slightly parted.  It is taking everything in me to not attach mine to hers. 

" So what ?" She shrugged

" It isn't right " I gulped as her hands started tracing my neck. 

" But you want it to " she said looking intensely in my eyes . What is she doing to me . I'm weak at my knees for her and she is taking advantage .

" You're drunk Luna " her face neared .

" Drunk mistakes are the best " she says . No matter how much I want to crash my lips to her I won't , it isn't right. 

" But still . We shouldn't . You're drunk , we're not together and it would feel like I am taking advantage of you " I truthfully answered. 

" So you are saying you don't want me " what ??

" That's not what I am - " she cut me off

" Then kiss me " her voice so needy of my kiss but I have to be in my senses because I know she is going to freak out .

" No Luna.  You know what you do to me but I am not taking it in , you're gonna blame me the very next morning and then - " she cut me off once again.

" You don't want me " she looks upset. 

" I do , I do - " she didn't even let me continue

" Then kiss me " she's begging and I wanna be at her mercy but we are not even friend's anymore and kiss would be too much. 

" Not like this. I want you , I so want you but not when you're drunk and I know you don't want me the way I want you " I said truthfully

" You're loosing your only chance to be with me , the only chance that I'm talking to you , if you don't kiss me , it maybe the last - " I cut off her kissing her because I don't want her finish the sentence .

I failed , I failed to not fall in her trap but here I am kissing her but I have missed the touch of her lips from I don't know how long and I would be lying if I said I don't want her to kiss me , even if it's just once or the last time .

She straddles over my lap , my hands engulfing her lower back like an involuntary action and her hands finding itself in my hair. 

A soft moan leaves her throat , enough for me to loose one too. 
She detached her lips to meet my jawline , going down further to my neck and that's where I knew it should stop. 

" Stop , stop Luna please " my voice betraying me again , coming out more needy. 

" What ?" She asked detaching herself from my neck looking straight at me.

" Please I want you but not like this.  Please understand luna " I tried  to explain her but only disappointment approached her face and she gets off my lap and sat next to me but before I could even turn to look at her she went on the other side and laid down.

And I was just Sat there thankful if happened but also regretting because I know when she'll sober up she'll hate me more than she already does but I can't keep it in because that would make her hate me so much more and my once chance to get her back ( if ) would be lost. 

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Hey . Thanks a lot for reading. 
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~ R.r.