We Can't Be Just Best Friends (Completed)

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" yeah it was a good one I swear , I mean specially that part, the last part when she finally stepped out in the sun and then died.  God I didn't thought emotional movies could be great too " Brad spoke as we just finished watching midnight sun.  Though it was an emotional movie and brad is not really a sucker for emotional movie but he seemed to like it and I am glad he did because it really is a nice movie. 

" Wanna watch another movie ?" He asked as he surfed through the laptop again. 

" Uh , I uh actually wanted to talk to you about something " I said

" Yeah say " he said

" Like proper talk " I grab his attention since he was not stopping looking for movie.  Not that I don't want but I don't think he'd ever want to after we talk or basically I explain.

" Okay " he says after a few seconds as he shut off his laptop and sit facing me.  I gulped not knowing how to actually start and so far its the most daring I can do . A part of me wants to say do not ever tell him but I know its wrong but also I can't deal with the fact that he'd be hurt. 

" Are you gonna say something or not ?" He asked

I nodded.  Finally deciding on opening my mouth but no words came out , not even a thing formed into a sentence. 

" I uh I don't know how to tell this to you " i finally say 

" don't be nervous , it won't be that bad " he says and i fake smile at him because of course it is going to hurt him . 

"  okay " i sigh , he held my hand to comfort me , i feel like i might cry any moment . 

" you know before you know we broke up , we kind of fought a lot and some for useless reasons" i say and he nodded not leaving my hand . 

" i uh i wanted it , i wanted those fights intentionally and before i tell you why i did those i want you to know that i regret each and every bit of it " i finally say 

" okay " he says , i look down closing my eyes thinking of how can i please turn back time and change everything 

" i uh , i thought you didn't deserve me for what i did so i started fights and then it became very regular , our relationship was spoilt because of me " a tear finally drop from my eyes 

" it wasn't you babe , it was me , we could've- " i cut him off because i don't want him to defend me 

" i cheated " i say , his eyes hooked on me , he blinked as if he didn't believe the words that just came out of my filth mouth

" what ?" he shook his head , his hands immediately leaving mine and even though i saw it coming i didn't ever wanted him to leave my hand . 

" please brad , it was a drunken mistake " as soon as i said it he stood up from his position , shaking his head over and over again and just like me i want this to be a lie but it isn't . 

" luna stone you cheated on me " he slightly yelled but i knew he was hurt and i couldn't do anything to fix it because i am the cause . 

" brad it was a drunken mistake , i was beyond drunk i swear , i didn't even know what was i doing and those fights - " he cut me off 

" what the actual hell luna ?" he yelled and he was angry and hurt and i can exactly comprehend the tear falling off from his eye 

" brad i am so sorry , i swear i regret it " i spoke , the river of tear falling off from my eyes 

" who ?" he said calm , 

" what ?" i asked not believing he's asking me that 

" who did you cheat on me with luna ?" he was still calm but it was more like volcano that could erupt any moment . i stay silent but i knew it would be wrong and i have already done enough wrong 

" peter " i spoke silently regretting it 

" the guy you hang out with ?" he asked , i nodded . he stepped away from me as if i am a stranger to him . my heart broke at the sight to see his red eyes and hurt , i don't even know what i could do to fix it . 

" please brad , i swear i regret it with all my heart , i am sorry " i say and when he doesn't say anything i step closer to him but he only backed away , he turned slightly 

" brad " i called out again but he only bought his hands to his face to wipe off the tears which i caused 

" maybe if you had a heart , you wouldn't break mine , luna " he finally spoke and every inch of my already broken heart broke into another trillion pieces , i knew it would be bad but not this much or maybe i was just trying to ignore it . and suddenly i am bought back to my parents funeral , the same sentence , the same sentence by Lidia for different reasons and for him.

" can't we fix it , please brad i don't want to loose you " i said crying , my voice breaking 

" broken hearts can't be fixed " he said and it was the last thing he said before entering the bedroom and the only thing i heard next was breaking , thrashing , ripping . i knew brad was angry but he's never been this angry . i kept on banging on the door yelling at the top of my lungs to make him stop but there was no improvement , i broke down to the floor when my throat became sore but my tears didn't stop . i have no idea how much have i hurt him but this hurt couldn't be fixed . my lungs were grasping for air and my throat became dry but i started yelling again . 

" brad please open the door , I am sorry . Please " i yelled , cried but my throat felt as if  thorns are fixated in it , it hurt so much , my voice broke , i was shaking from crying yet nothing happened . the voices of breaking stuff had ended and i was more worried because i can see an angry brad but hurt brad is the worst and as much as i want him to open the door and let me in , i knew i would collapse at the sight of seeing him hurt specially knowing that i am the cause of hurt . 

Nothing happened for long and i was tired and my ass hurt from sitting on the floor , i stood up and went onto the couch waiting for him to come out but he didn't . My mind took me places where he might've done something to himself but i refused to believe it . 

I was so so tired of constant crying that i didn't even realize that i fell asleep but when i woke up I  saw his door open , i quickly rushed in only to find it empty and not just the room , he was nowhere to be found and i figured , he indeed have left , me , this place and hope . 

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Sad thing , this book is ending very soon . Thank you so much for 10.7k on prequel. And HELL YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME , 1.01K ALREADY. THANK YOU SO MUCH .

Sorry for late update .

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