As i read lidia's text i wanted to die but i could any thing for my friends but i am not entirely sure if it really includes talking to your ex boyfriend whom you are trying to get over from the past 2 months . This is difficult , why is life so difficult .
I walk into my english class waiting for class to end so i can talk to brad , i can't believe i am actually planning on doing this .
As soon as the class got over i made my way out to the hallway following brad , who doesn't seem to pay attention to me at all .
" Brad " i call and it didn't even take a minute for him to turn around .
" Hi luna " he smiles , urgh that smile but i should be past it but i can't seem to get over this angelic face at all , this beauty and how much i want my hands to soothe his curls and play with it , i can't . he isn't mine anymore .
just as i thought i got way lost in my thoughts i spoke absurdly " i am sorry , i was just thinking "
" its alright " he smirked, what is he smirking , god that stupid smirk . stop it luna .
" uh - lidia texted yesterday " i spoke
" okay, so what ?" he asked nonchalantly .
" uh - she told me you weren't replying to anyone " i pursed my lips
" i think it's on me who to reply or not " he said raising an eyebrow
" yeah , you're right . its -uh - its just that everyone is planning on getting reunited once again " this is more awkward than i thought .
" reunion in a way , for what ?" was he always this cold,
" sort of , you know just to meet once again , see the school and hangout , you know , everyone has agreed to come along " i spoke
" i see " he simply replied looking down at his foot , is he as nervous as i am , ofcourse not its brad simpson , he is good of an actor .
" yeah , you just weren't replying so i asked if you will come , though its totally up to you , it would be really good to meet after a long time " i spoke
" do you think it is a good idea ?" he asked , i remain silent to think of it , is it ?
" yeah i guess , it would be really good to meet shawn and few other people " i spoke
" so you're going for shawn ? " he asked and i could see he was controlling
" no , i am going back to visit the only place i have and where i belong, you know " i tried not to cry
" i - i ju- i didn't mean it that way " he rambled
" of course you didn't brad , you never do , just when i thought you couldn't be a bigger one of an asshole , you do things that make yourself one " i spoke tearing up . i turned around to leave .
" i am sorry luna " he yelled but i ignored , he isn't i know .
As i walk back to my other class , religion , i am reminded of certain things , he used to say ' relationships aren't for you ' when i had a breakup , of course he had to be right , they never are for me .
As i walk in religion , i sit next to pete .
" talking to him today ? " he asked
" what ?" i asked clearly unaware if he was talking about .
" brad " he spoke , how does he know !
" yeah , it was a mistake " and i turned to face the teacher who had entered the class .
peter knows when i don't want to talk about certain things and right now he knew i did not wanted to .
As soon as the class got over we mad our way out of the class
" do you wanna talk about it ?" he asked
" it was just - uh - a normal conversation , our friends are having a reunion thats why " i told him truthfully , he simply nods pursing his lips .
" i'll be leaving for home tomorrow after college for the weekend " i told him
" that's great " he tells me and we separate our ways .
The next day after college was pretty okay , i haven't seen brad since yesterday and i wish not to but wishes can't always be fulfilled .
I shove my clothes in the bag that i separated out this morning , just enough to roam round the house and for hangout and a dress just in case .
By the time i leave the apartment after saying good-bye to melissa , its over 5:30 and its a long 3 hour drive , god its pathetic .
well here it is to the best and the worst (if ) weekend of the month , i believe .
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