Spur of the Moment

Him

He saw you at your lowest 

He saw you when you fell apart, when you were at the ending point of your story 

But He didn't run, He didn't get angry, He didn't criticize the sights he saw 

Instead, 

Instead he stayed, he stayed with a gentle voice, a warm one of reassurance 

A voice to help you get back up when you were down 

A voice to help bring you out of the darkness that held a grasp to you 

He stayed even when he had his own battle 

His own demons to face yet he stayed to help you with yours 

You help him, maybe not entirely but maybe a little to bring him out of his own darkness 

A warm heart in a cold world helping Him as He helped you beyond what you ever did 

You built a trust, a comfort with Him as He brought a different world 

A world of color, a different world lost to the forgotten 

You slowly grew close, close to Him who would mean so much

Mean so much when you didn't expect Him to, expecting it to be like all the other 

All the others who left, who moved one from you when He kept at your side 

Yet.. Yet the demons held with in, kept with the lies 

The lies of unloved, no care for you, the ones who tried to end a barely beginning story 

The ones who lead you believe you deserved a world of hate, isolation 

The ones who tore at a soft heart of hope and love 

The ones who made you believe you were less then anything 

Yet.. Yet He held out a hand, a hand to help you up 

A hand to hold through the tough, through the rough times 

A hand you lashed out atHim,Him being the one to be pushed over by you 

You who inside wanted to hold Him, to love Him, to show Him what He showed you 

To show, He was more then what He was lead to believe 

Yet.. Yet you pushed Him where He nearly was gone 

Breaking, breaking what was built up 

Tearing down what you yearned to hold 

Losing Him, who you held dear, held so dear yet nearly broke 

Days of coldness, slow ticking days as the world you lived slowly dragged you back 

Slowly reverting to an ending story, one where You were the author 

One where you wrote the ending to the beginning 

Yet.. Yet He who you pushed over, came back 

Came back slowly, slowly to try to rebuild what was torn down 

To start a new beginning where the ending was closing in 

To build back what was once was 

He who still loved when He was hurt 

He who gave another chance when one wasn't deserved 

He who was broke down by You 

Yet stayed, stayed even at your worst, even when the true side came out 

He stayed, lending another hand, holding out to you once more 

Love, love running again for Him, who stayed and loved

A dear love, held by both made whole together 

Past, pushing past the once was to the now is