Words Can't Cover Me

No More Talking

I don't want to talk anymore alright.
I hate myself and I just don't want to talk to anyone anymore.
Just leave me alone.
I don't want to bother anyone.
I want to disappear.
Let me disappear.
It's not like you cared.
It's not like anyone cared.
I hurt and I feel all the pain that comes with this life.
And yet I smile and joke around like everything is perfectly fine.
How could I not.
When you find yourself falling short of a laugh for the majority of your life you just get used to that sense of dread when it comes to showing that pain anymore.
So I am fine.
Take it or leave it as you will.
But I'm tired of talking to people who clearly don't care about me.
I want to say Good Bye now.
So Good Bye.