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Chapter 4

I see Allen on top of me with his head turned talking to somebody.

So I hit him in the head.

"What are you doing?!" He yells.

"Hitting you."

"Real nice."

"It is."

I hear a knock on the door. Josh runs down the stairs.

"Hey,Jack. Anthony."

"Josh who's this?"

"Jack and Anthony. They're-"

"Famous Youtubers. I know yall now. I've seen some of your videos."

"That's cool."

I check my phone and it's 10:00.

"I'm going to sleep. School tomorrow."

"I'm not going. I'm moving to New York!" Josh yells.

I turn a questioning look on my face.

"I need a fresh start."

I just nod. I go and fall asleep in my really comfortable bed.

*Morning*

I wake up and go downstairs,with a note on the counter.

Dear Ali,

I'm sure you know. Josh was leaving for New York,and never coming back. Well we all were. We needed a fresh start. We'll still love you. We left twenty-five thousand for you to live off of.

Well still pay the bills,but it's time you learn to be on your own.

Love Mom,Dad,Josh,Abi,and James.

I just stare at the note in disbelief.

I have nothing.

Nothing.

No parents.

No siblings.

No friends(except Sophie).

Nothing.

I just sit in the floor crying.

I'm not even going to school,these next two weeks. I'll just stay here.

No reason to.

I'll online school.

I'll still get my education. So I find an online high school and finish my Junior year.

Mainly because it's hardly anything.

I check my phone 3:39.

I hear some banging on my door.

"Ali!" It's Sophie.

I go open the door. She looks like a slut.

"I dumped Aaron and I'm dating Cam now."

Correction-Not like a slut. She is a slut.

Oh gosh.

"So?"

"We can't be friends. Bye,slut." She stalks off.

I shut my door,and lock it.

I officially have nothing to live for.

I run upstairs into my bathroom.

(Warning:this may contain some self harm. Remember this is a fictional character. If you're cutting for real. I'm here for you,please stop. You're worth it. I love you)

I find my last friend.

My blade.

I sit down on the toilet.

1-for Josh

2-for my parents

3-for Sophie

4-Abi and James

5-for my bullies

I just sit there cutting away,until I feel I'm done. I clean my arm.

I get on my 5SOS fan Acc on Instagram.

I post a picture completely black with a caption saying 'I'll never be wanted. There goes me being clean. Not that it matters.'

I see a lot of comments trying to tell me it's worth it,when I know they're lying. It's not worth it,at least not for me.

I should just kill myself,make everybody happy.

It would be good for them. I could be happier without all the stress. Without all the bullying.

Without everything.

With me dead.

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Okay so I'll try to update this story again today. Love you guys.

|K💋|