It didn't hurt like most people would think. But it's really reileving to me.
To feel pain. To feel.. well anything.
I don't understand how I acctually thought this whole Luke thing could work out. Or that my moms boyfrined wouldn't find out I was a 'faggot'.
I should've known that I couldn't hold this secret forever.
I should be happy it's over with . I shoudn't be nervous anymore.
But I am.
He could do anything now. Anything.
I was brought back to reality by the huge slam of my door being opened.
"I have a faggot in my home !" My mothers voice roared."
"Mom, Please !" I cried.
She slapped me in the face and punched me in my stomach.
"Mom !" I cried.
"I can't believe you." She walked out of the room.
I sat on the floor, and cried myself to sleep..
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I slowly walked to my bus stop, my books in my hands. I kept my head low as the beating of the rain surrounded me.
When I walked onto the bus i was tripped. I fell to the flloor and groaned in pain.
A hand grabbed my arm and I flinched, trying to pull away.
I was sat in a seat and looked who was next to me..
"Oh, Hey Luke." I said confused.
"Hey" He looked at me sympathetically.
"What are you doing on the bus? Don't you have a car ?"
"Yeah but I wanted to see you." He smiled.
I felt myself blush but quickly hid it.
"You look sad," he frowned.
"I am." I admitted.
He looked at me for a moment and the pulled out a sharpie. He then grabbed my arm and I immediately flew back.
He looked confused so I gave him my hand instead.
He drew a small ghost on the top of by hand with a ribbon on the bottom. The ribbon read: 'don't be sad be rad'.
I smiled lightly.
He then gave me a toothy grin and kissed my cheek slightly.
"Be happy, sunshine." he said.
I blushed fiercely and hid my face with my sleeve.
"You are just too adorable," he cooed.
"Stopp," I groaned.
He laughed ruffly.
"Faggots." I heard Josh grumble.
"What was that, asshole?" I was suprised by Luke's tone of voice.
"I called you guys Faggots," Josh spat.
"Say it again and I'll knock your fucking teeth out," Luke sneered. We were in the back of the bus so the bus driver couldn't really see us.
"Fagg-" he didn't get to finish his word before Luke's fist came to contact with his face.
Josh groaned in pain, face full of anger, but he didn't do anything.
He simply mumbled something and moved up a couple seats.
"Anyway," Luke started, "you're so adorable." he smiled sweetly as if he didn't just almost knock a tooth out of the main asshole of the school.
"What the hell?" I squeaked.
"What do you mean Ash?"
"You just hit a dude in the face."
"He deserved it."
"Yeah I guess so."
I looked at my hands until we finally were at the school.
Luke gripped my arm tightly, probably making sure I didn't fall again, as we got off the bus.
I stumbled out of the bus but made my way to the front of the school.
"Ashy !" I turned my head to see Luke frowning at me.
"Whats wrong, sunshine ?" he asked as he gripped my hand.
I just shrugged as we walked into the school.
We got weird looks and I notcied we were still hand in hand.
I took mine away slowly and notcied he pouted.
My hand felt cold at the sudden loss.
So I gripped his hand back anyways.
I saw his smile widen across his face once more, his lip ring glistening.
It was at that moment when I realised he had tattoos. And hole thingys in his ear.
I looked at his neck, swirls and letters surrounded them.
"Luke?" I asked.
"Yeah, Ash ?" He said.
"Can I see your tattoos sometime?"
He smirked.
"Of course."
Ugh short chapter.
Sorry lovelies ❤️votes/comments make me a faster writer (;
