The Memories (Camren)

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A/N: Feelings sometimes can't be explain in a way we want to express them. Listen to his song when used in the story.

 (Camila's POV)

   I couldn't keep the smile off my face when I walked in the door and Sof seemed to notice. "You got it bad." "It felt like we were on a date, but I knew it really wasn't." "Maybe you need to tell her that next time you hope it's a date." "Sof. I have a girlfriend!" "Yeah I know. You just trying to make her jealous, Karla. I'm not that stupid. You're going to hurt yourself and Ariana. It's better if you end it now then later because it will hurt her even more." She knows me so well that I just broke down crying. "Woah. Hey it's okay, sis." She hugged me tightly and I never let her go of me.

   I just don't know what to do anymore. I sat at my desk in my room and took out my songbook. Maybe writing a song will help. Nothing! NOTHING! I slammed my head on my desk and my phone starts to ring. I looked at the caller ID finding Dinah calling me. "Yes?" Hello to you too. We have an issue. "What's the problem?" Your girlfriend is the problem. "I'm confused." Of course you're! Come to my house! "Ugh fine!" I hung up and get up to go to Dinah's house to see what the problem is.

   I arrived at Dinah's and knocked on the front door. Dinah opened it and dragged me in finding Ariana on the couch. I walked to her and could tell she was drunk maybe even high too? "Babe!" She tried to kiss me, but I stopped her. "Ariana what's wrong? Why are you drinking?" "Can't I have a good time? Waiting for my Ricky to come back to me!" Ricky?! "Who's Ricky?" She shocked herself and I knew she was talking about her ex. "I'm guessing ex boyfriend?" "Ugh. Yeah he broke my heart and he was my first love. Damn it! I heard he was coming into town and moving to our school. Damn bitch! I miss him."

   I looked at Dinah shocked and she seemed to have the same expression. "Ariana...do you still love him? Be honest with me." She looked at me and looked down in shame. "Yeah....I do. We broke up a year ago and still haven't gotten over him. It's hard. So, I slept with some many people after he dumped me. Man! I have to tell you Lucy is fucking amazing in my bed." THAT DAMN NAME AGAIN! "Ariana, I think we need to take a break." "Sure. I guess. I'm sorry." I hugged her and kissed her forehead. "You did nothing wrong. You can't help what you feel." She laid her head on my shoulder and fell asleep right away.

   "Damn. That was deep. Didn't know Ariana was heart broken inside of her and a slut combined! Now this is interesting!" Dinah replied. "Don't you dare tell anyone about this because it's none of your damn business." "So...what are you going to do?" "I'll talk to her when she's at the right state of mind." "Mila, did you hear her! She is going to try to date Ricky again! This is your chance with Lauren!" "I have alright lost her by Lucy." As Dinah was about to say something, Normani and Ally came in.

   "What happened?" They asked. "Ariana is about to cheat on Mila." Dinah replied and I gave her my death stare. "She's just drunk," I replied, cleaning up the mess that she made. "Yeah and you heard her she's going to get back with this Ricky kid!" "I'm not having this argument again, Dinah. Let me just talk to her." "Well you know what Mila! Alcohol makes you tell the truth even if you don't want it to come out and make you do stupid shit too." "God Dinah! Just stop! Let me handle this!" Normani covered Dinah's mouth before she can say anymore. "Let her handle this, Dinah." Normani said.

   I walked upstairs to check on my "girlfriend" and found her looking out the window in the guest room. I walked to her and found her smiling at me. "Hey, are you okay?" "You know Camila you're very pretty and I'm glad to call you my girlfriend." She pulled me close and kissed me. I kissed her back, but I knew where this was heading." She pulled me to the bed and on top of her. I pulled away and she immediately fell asleep. I laughed at her cuteness and kissed her forehead. "Goodnight, beautiful."