The Memories (Camren)

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(Lauren's POV)

   I start to slowly wake up and I could feel someone's head on my chest sound asleep. I don't remember who. I look to see Camila asleep in me and I about died in heaven with her asleep on my chest. I guess it's a sign she likes me? I just played with her hair to distract myself and daydream constantly. If only I could tell you how much I like you more than a friend. I look to see her eyes opening up, but she stood up and looked at me hardcore. Did I just say that out loud? "Yes you did, Lauren." Oh no. All hell is going to go down. She smiles and puts her hand on my cheek creasing it. "I know you like me, but all I know is you love Lucy. I want you to be happy and I think Lucy will make you happier than me." Wait....she likes me? Oh right I'm with Lucy. Maybe kissing her will make up my mind.

   I started leaning in and saw Camila in a bit of a shock. I smirked at her reaction, and lean in very close where are nose are touching. God I'm dying inside. I put my hand on her cheek this time and I could tell that we both wanted this. "Lauren..." "Just kiss me, Camz." I tried to close the gap between us, but I ended up kissing her cheek instead. But, why? Didn't she want this just as much as I did? She walks away from me, but why?

   I heard the door open to see Dinah at the door smiling lightly. "I thought you were Camila." "So...what happened?" Dinah slowly sits next to me on the bed. "I tried kissing her, but she rejected me. We both like each other so what's the problem?" "Lauren, you're dating Lucy. I think she's trying to tell you that you love her and it's just a feeling that you have for her. You need to focus on Lucy and she doesn't want to be a cheater. You have to look at her prospect, Laur." "But...I like her more than Lucy." "But you loved Lucy didn't you?" She was right. "I did loved her, but we aren't really dating. It's just a friendship." "But Lucy might think it's a relationship, Lauren. You have to tell her that." "Thank you, Dinah for listening to me." "Thanks what I'm here for Laur." She winks at me and I just laughed at her.

   I looked at the contacts on my phone and found Lucy to call her. I couldn't do it. Why?! You want to be with Camila right? What's the problem?! "Yo Lauren!" Normani says next to my ear. "Fuck! You scared me, Mani!" "Who you texting?" "Your mom," I replied angrily. She laughs and goes back to whatever she was doing before. I decided to call Lucy. As it was ringing, I felt my whole body in nervousness not the kind where you calling your crush it's the type where you feel like your in trouble.

   Hey baby, what do I get the pleasure of your call this morning? I rolled my eyes and I could definitely feel her smirk right now. "We need to talk. In person." Okay....Now? "Why else would I call you for?" Ugh damn idiot! I don't know just wanting a normal conversation. "Yes now, Lucy!" I could feel the girls giving me weird looks, but Camila's was different with no expression on her face. I paid back attention to the phone call. Okay. You want to talk over ice cream? Or food? "I'll pick up in fifteen minutes." Woah! Is this a date? "You wish. It's not a date." Aw. Darn. Someday you will come along. "In your dreams, Luc." I haven't heard that nickname in so long. It usually means I'm in trouble. I hung up and I groaned loudly to myself.

   "You two okay?" Normani asked concerned and I looked at Dinah immediately. She nods at me and I replied, "I'll explain later." I left Ally's place and got in my car. I started the car and I hear a knock on my window. It was Camila. I rolled my window down and she leans on door. She just smiles at me and it confuses me. "Lauren. Have fun." I gulped down hard because I wasn't going to. "Thanks."

 She leaves and I watched her go inside. Off to Lucy's.

   I arrived there and Lucy comes out in a dress. I got out of my car and went to her pretty pissed off of how she thinks it's a date. "Go back inside and change in to your regular clothes, Lucy." "What? Why?" "Because it's not a damn date, Lucy!" "Okay. Fine!" She runs back inside upset and I just sighed waiting for her. This is going to be a lot harder than I originally thought.