The Memories (Camren)

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(Camila's POV)

A few years later

   We just finished our last tour in London and honestly, it's been a ride these past couple of years. The nightmares are finally gone and finally no more distractions. "Hey, babe." Well besides my girlfriend, Lauren. "Hey, love." We have been sharing hotel rooms together and the girls don't seem to mind at all. I looked at the time to see it was nine at night. Lauren comes crawling on top of me and smiles at me. I couldn't help but smile back and she kisses me softly. "I can't believe this is the end of the road for Fifth Harmony," Lauren says softly into my neck. "I know, but we will finally be alone." "I know, but I'm going to miss the fans, shows, concerts, meet and greets, interviews and our songs playing on the radio." "Yeah, I know especially the rest of the girls." A knock on our hotel door caught our attention, Lauren went to the door. The door closes revealing the rest of the girls. "Hey girly, please tell me you're dressed underneath the sheets," Ally says and I laughed at her because of how hard they're on us. We just haven't done it. I mean I do want to, but I rather it be magical. So, we decided to wait until we are done touring to do so and the interviewers have asked if we are ever going to get married or why we aren't showing so much PDA. The truth is we just don't see the point in it and we just want to be as normal as possible. Without getting caught twenty-four-seven by paparazzi and it's always about "camren" instead of the band. That's when we all decided it would be better to end Fifth Harmony and go on about our lives. It was the hardest decision we have made and now rumors are going around that we aren't together anymore. To be honest, we are fine, I think.

  Sometimes the spark is there and sometimes it isn't there. I question myself if I am just losing interest in Lauren, but I don't know why I would be. I love her and she loves me. Shouldn't we be fine? The question is what. You need to get laid, that's why.

  "I am fully clothed, Allyson." I get off the bed and head to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and looked at myself in the mirror. What's wrong with me? Why am I acting like this? I taste salty water on my lips. I am crying, but why? I put the fingers through my hair pulling it back farther looking at myself in the mirror once more. A knock got me out of my overthinking. "Hey, you okay?" I heard Dinah say and just lost it. I hear the girls rush in and Dinah holds me close. "Sh.. it's okay, we got you." "We know, we were wondering when you were going to lose it." "Me...? I don't know why I am crying." "You have been with us for six years and now we are going away. Well not Lauren." Dinah wipes the tears off my face and smiles lightly. "Now come on, let's go make this night to remember," Dinah pulls me up from the tile of the bathroom floor.

  "Now what should we do?" Normani asked. I smiled happily and looked at Lauren. "What is it, Camz?" They all looked at me. "The amusement park where we filmed our first music video." "Yes!" We all rushed out the doors and Lauren pulled me back to her. She kissed me and I kissed her back. I opened my eyes to a grinning Lauren. "What was that for?" "Just to see that little smile of yours and I don't like seeing you sad especially crying even though you're beautiful when you cry." I blushed and shook my head. I interlocked her hands and we ran to catch up with the rest of the girls.

   We arrived, but it was already dark and we didn't mean. We all went to get our tickets and found a lot of people coming up to us. I love our fans. I'm going to miss this. We took a lot of selfies with the fans and until the last one caught my attention. "Auntie...?" She smiles lightly at me and looks behind me. "You must be Lauren." Lauren looks at me and then back at my Aunt. "Yes, nice to meet you, miss?" "You can call me Jackie." My aunt looks at me and I am still here shook because none has contacted me in years. "Do you mind if i borrow your girlfriend for a minute, Lauren?" My eyes widened even more and maybe my mouth was hanging a bit. "Of course." I follow my aunt to a sitting table by the churro stand.