The Memories (Camren)

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(Dinah's POV)

 Weird? It's my turn? Okay Camren shippers we can't let Lauren die!

 I couldn't get a blink of sleep from the thought of my best friend dying after her mother passing away. It's hard enough for the Jauregui family and including the four of us. I don't know how Normani can sleep in the hospital chairs, but damn it's so uncomfortable. Maybe it's because she's basically all over me sleeping. I would watch Mila from time to time to make sure she's doing okay. I know she's not. Without a blink of sleep and when she does she dreams of Lauren being perfectly fine living the time of their lives. I wish I had what they have it's so adorable. People have already found it at our school that Lauren might die. It's frustrating that someone people say she deserves it and I just want to choke them to death just because she's a lesbian. Boys these days like I haven't heard it all before.

 I checked the time and it's been an hour. No doctor or anyone has come out when they basically said we can see her at  5 am and it's 5 am right now. I decided to get up not trying to wake up Normani and went up to the desk. "Excuse me. Aren't we allowed to Lauren Jauregui now since they told us we could about an hour ago?" "Let me check," the nurse told me and I smiled at her. "It looks like you can now. She's room 727 level 7 of course." "Thank you so much!" I whispered yelled.

  I run to the girls and Ally comes back from whatever she was. "What's wrong, Dinah?" "We can see her now." She almost drops her phone after taking the news. "We have to wake them up." "Okay I'll wake up, Mila." I went to Normani and started shaking her to wake her up. "Normani!" "Huh? What?" She wakes up and boy it was kind of cute how she wakes up. Wait...wtf Dinah? I shook my head out my thoughts, and looked to see Mila not waking up. "Why is she not waking up?" "I'm not sure. Maybe in a deep thought dream." "I'm sorry Mila that I'm going to do this." "What are—" I slapped Mila and she wakes up immediately. "What the fuck, Jane!" I smiled lightly and Ally interrupts me. "We can go to see Lauren now." Her facial changes 0-100 real quick and slowly gets up. She was shaking and I think we all are. We got to the elevator and I pressed level 7. Silence..just as I expected. What do you say when a best friend is dying?

 "What's the room number, Dinah?" Ally asks and I just continued walking. At the corner of my eye, I spotted the room at the end of the hall, and I stopped walking. I don't think we all are ready for this. "Is this the room #720?" Normani asks and I shook my head no. "Why did you stop?" Ally asked. "She's scared just like me." Mila replies. "We all are, Mila." Normani replies. I don't know how, but I went back to walking to the end of the hall. "Is it #727?" Mila asks and I replied with a yes. We all stopped in front of Lauren's room and we looked at each other.

 "Are you going to be okay, Mila?" Ally asks and I looked at her. I knew she would be okay, but really she won't. "I think I can handle it. I just need to see her." I saw my hand was shaking badly and I grabbed the handle of the door. When I pushed the door open, Lauren was lying on the bed peacefully and I heard a sob. I hugged Mila for comfort because Lauren didn't look good at all. Ally is the first one to go in then Normani. They all went around Lauren and started crying. "You don't have to go in," as she continues to cry in my arms. She stops crying and says, "I need to." She pulls inside with her and sits next to her.

  I saw Mila holding Lauren's hand and I take a good look at Lauren trying not to breakdown, but I need to be tough for everyone. She has a black eye indeed and then something caught my eye. "Normani do you see what I see?" "What?....Oh." She grabs the paper out from Lauren's shirt underneath. Words were Camz on top. "Uh...Mila this is for you." She hands it to Mila and she grabs it slowly. She puts away right away and immediately Ally asks if she's going to open it. "Not now. I'm not ready yet." "Well when you read it let us know," I said acting tough one in the room. "Sure." "Do you mind if I talk to Lauren alone?" I asked everyone. "Uh sure." They left and I felt my hands shaking.