The Memories (Camren)

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*Lots of Hailee parts for you Layce XD* - <3

(Lauren's POV)

8 months later

 "Thank you Madison Square Garden!!" I walked backstage after finishing the last date of our tour. "Who would have thought that we would be famous after the Christmas song we uploaded. I'm glad we finished Junior year before we did anything really," Normani replies. I looked at Camila and she just smiles at who she's texting on her phone. God, I can't believe we broke up. I miss her so much. She's been hung up on Austin nowadays and honestly the day was never the same after we drifted apart because of the rumor that our managers said it wasn't good to even confirm it. The saddest part is that we couldn't be normal. Including never had the time to have sex for the first time together.

2 months ago

  "We you need to die down on the publicity of you both being so close. We will lose fans if you guys came out as a couple and it's not the right time now," Michael replies. "You can't just do that! Who cares if they don't respect us then we at least have fans that will still stick with us no matter what we as a group would do," I yelled and Camila interrupts. "Calm down, Lolo. He's right it's too early." "Bullshit, Camila." "Lauren Michelle we just need to tone down a bit." "That's not right! I have the right to show you to the world. I hate fucking hiding, you know that. Unless you're wanting to hide after we have been through some much together already." She doesn't answer and looks down. I knew she's hiding something and that scared the shit out of me. I left the room in heartbroken in pieces with her hiding something from me when I never once had to.

  Few moments later, I knock wakes me up from my sleep and opening the door revealing the least person I want to see right now. "Can I come in?" I opened the door wide for her and closed the door behind. "I need to tell you something, Lolo." I waited for her response about the worst to come. "I think we need a break." That was the end of it.

Present Day

  I looked like a lost puppy by keep staring at my Camz while she's blushing at whoever she's talking to on the phone. I looked away when she started to look at me for a hot second. I decided to try to write a song, but I remembered the song one of the boys sang back in high school. I decided to grab the guitar and play the chords singing the words in the back of the tour bus.

I thought that I've been hurt before

But no one's ever left me quite this sore

Your words cut deeper than a knife

Now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Got a feeling that I'm going under

But I know that I'll make it out alive

If I quit calling you my lover

Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe

I'm shaking, falling onto my knees

And now I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches I'm tripping over myself

Acting, begging you to come help

And now I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches

I'm tripping over myself

Aching begging you to come help

And now that I'm without your kisses