RUDE. |Jeonghan x Reader| COMPLETED

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"that's it. Hansol will kill me. He won't just kill me. He will slice me..."

"well, you deserve it."

"shut up Ren."

"shut up? You shut up! She left!"

"I know!!! Because of you!!"

"me? Because of you stupid cow!Where are you going?" Ren asked annoyed because Jeonghan left him without talking back.

"to the dorm.." he opened his car door.

"will she be there?"

"I don't know. I think she won't but I want to check.."

"good I'll co-"

"you'll take your car and leave because if I see you for longer I'll beat the shit out of you." Jeonghan coldly said and got into his car.

"if that's how you want to play.." Ren smirked and headed to his car after seeing Jeonghan pulling off.

[...]

I can't do this to the boys. I can't disappear like this. Especially before their show.

They're practising too hard, and getting them worried and distracted is the last thing I want to do

"ugh..what should I do.." the girl mumbled, hiding her bag with clothes into the wardrobe, under some other clothes.

*thud*

"oh shit"

"y/n?" Jeonghan?

Oh no.. He found me.
Hide somewhere.. Ffss

Y/n quickly got into the wardrobe and stopped breathing when the door to Hoshis room was kicked open.

Well, if she had gone to Hansols room he'd find her right away.

Wait. Find her? Why would he look for her?

"fuck!" she heard Jeonghan hissing, and rushing to check the other rooms.

He ran back to the living room, looking for something that belongs to her. Bag, anything.

"I can smell your scent!! I know you're here.. If not.. where did you go?" his voice cracked at the last sentence.

He sat on the couch with his elbows on his knees.
He messed his hair with one hand and looked around him one more time.

"Jeo-ghan.." he heard her shaky voice and chuckled."ugh.. Now I hear her while she's not around too.."

The girl hesitant walked to where he was sitting with her head hanging down.
She tapped on his shoulder making him look up twice. The he gave her one of the angriest look he had ever shown anyone.

He hadn't even looked at Ren that way..

Y/n shed tears and looked down, feeling bad of what she did.
If Hansol knew she left like that he'd snap at Jeonghan and this time it wasn't even his fault.

Jeonghan saw her tears falling on the floor and instinctively wrapped his arms around her shoulders and back,making her cry harder.

"Jeonghan.. I want to go back.. To my family.." she cried harder, hiding her face in his chest. "I'm sorry for saying what I said. And leaving like that.." she cried harder, chocking with her saliva.

"why..?" He asks quietly but she didn't answer.

With his arms still wrapped around her he laid back on the couch, pulling her on his body, holding her same way as earlier. Like he did when he found her sitting in the bath tub not so long time ago.

"why do you want to leave after you say you're sorry for something you said..?" He asks confused.

"I want to disappear.."

What she said was heartbreaking though..

"because of.. Ren and I? You don't have to.. I'll act as if he doesn't exist from now on..and I'll really leave you alone. I promise." he changed his position, rolling and making her lay in between the couch and him. He unwrapped his arms from her waist and got up.

Should I tell him the real reason?
Should I tell him that I receive messages again?

"I didn't take you seriously the last time and I actually should have. Sorry for being childish and rude. I'll make it up to you by keeping distance.. You won't have to worry about me." he faked a smile and walked to his room.

He got under his covers and shed a few tears, wetting his pillow.

"serves you right, Jeonghan.." He mumbles to himself.

He wasn't sure why he didn't want her to leave.

He was sure for one thing though..
His friends and Hansol are happy having her around them. He wouldn't want to see them sad.
One hurting is better than everyone. He had to stay away.

He was willing to hide his feelings..
He'd do all these for his friends.
Pretend he's okay, stop bothering the girl and mind his own business so everyone is okay.