RUDE. |Jeonghan x Reader| COMPLETED

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"Hello, Carats.. Long time no see.. I hope you are all okay..
I'm pretty sure you're surprised seeing me on Vlive after what you all heard about me.
*sad smile *
I just wanted to tell myself what happened. I didn't like you to find out about something like that so I'm here today to tell you exactly what's going on.
*lip bitting*

It's true, the baby is mine. We don't have to take any DNA tests since I'm the real father of this baby.
I didn't left a girl pregnant accidentally.. At least, not a random girl. I'm not a guy who'd do such thing.

Carats, please don't get angry and be supportive please. I know I disappointed you but this is something important for me and the person I love. I hope you won't ever come to the position I am right now. I hope none of you have to hide your feelings towards someone like I did because of my job.

I didn't tell you about my relationship earlier because I knew most of you would react negative.. I'm also someone who doesn't want to show his personal life in public. I didn't want to show off and get the attention on me or the girl I love.
She's a lovely person who gets hurt easily and I wanted to protect her.

Now, about what the Seventeens manager said, Y/n is not seeking for attention. She didn't tell anyone.. The manager was the one who leaked the information without permission.
I wanted to clear this out before he says more things that make no sense..

I know most of you think I was the one who chose to become an idol and you're right.. That was my dream.
But not the only dream I had.

I always wanted to make a family.
I always wanted to give my parents grandchildren.
I always wanted to find a person who doesn't see me like an idol.
A person who is understanding..

I tried hard to make y/n mine, *chuckle*, I really did.
I was making her life a living hell. I really I'm not the angel you think.. I annoyed her a lot..

Hansol almost killed me for liking his best friend this way. He was soooo overprotective at first..

They grew up together and he insists she's his second little sister. We argued a lot with y/n but I always was there to take care of her.

She took good care of me too.. She still does...

Anyway.. I don't have much time. I shouldn't be saying much, non important things for you.

I just want you to be understanding and apologise if I hurt you. I'm really sorry..

Please, don't forget.. Idols are human too.
We want to make families.. We want to feel loved, not just by fans. All of you will move on.. Why can't we?

I sometimes regret being an idol, just for this reason.
But, I met y/n thanks to this job too.. If it wasn't for seventeen, I'd never meet Hansol. I'd never meet y/n and I'd probably still be alone.

I wish I could show you her but I'm afraid she'll get hurt if she sees what's going on.. I had to take her phone and TV remote away.

She's also five months pregnant.. I wouldn't risk her health or our baby's..
*deep breath.. *

Carats.. I hope you understand.. If not, I'm sorry.. *kneels to apologise *.
I'm sorry..

Thanks for showing me your love all these years..
I won't be really active from now on.. I'm taking a break.

I don't want the other members to get hate because of me,so it's better to stay away for now.

Keep supporting Seventeen.. The boys did nothing wrong..

Once again, I'm really sorry.

Seventeen.. I wish you the best..I'll always support you..i love you guys..You'll do great tonight.

Carats.. Thank you for making time to see this.
Getting things out of my chest made me feel a little better.

미안해요..
I'll always be thankful.
감사합니다. "

End of live streaming.

Live comments..

"OMGGG NOOO😭"

"it's sad seeing someone apologising for being happy..Jeonghan, I wish you the best. #BeHappyJeonghan

" 'I always wanted to give my parents grandchildren' do you hear me crying? 😭"

" #weloveyouJeonghan"

" #weresorryJeonghan"

"Why did it sound like a.. Goodbye?"

"HE'S NOT WITH THE REST OF SEVENTEEN? WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!!!"

"are those who don't want their idols to be happy real fans?"

"#idolsarehumantoo"

"#idolshavefeelingstoo 💔"

"Congratulations Jeonghan 💜Take good care of her. We still support you❤️"

"PLEASE DON'T LEAVE SEVENTEEN"

"Wow.. Did you all see the way he talked about her? That was the cutest, yet saddest thing ever.. My heart hurts.."

"I want to give him a hug.. He looked so sad.. Even his chuckles were apologetic"

"people never fail to disappoint me.. #BeHappyJeonghan"

"and suddenly, everyone supports him. How pathetic. Make people sad to pretend you support them later.. Are you serious?"

"leave seventeen. They're better without you!"

"^^but hun, the world is better without you, why you still here? #BeHappyJeonghan"

"it breaks my heart seeing him like this.."

"#BeHappyJeonghan"

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