RUDE. |Jeonghan x Reader| COMPLETED

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"can I hold him for a minute?" Ren asks the girl, who was sitting on her bed with her back on the headboard and Joon Woo in her arms.

Y/n looked down. She could be all cold and mean while texting but she couldn't face him. She wasn't that strong.
"he's sleeping.." she mumbles. "why are you here? How do you know where I live?"

"someone's that interested knows where to go y/n"

Y/n looked down again. "couldn't you come some other time? It's almost time for bed for me too. Joon Woo wakes up at night many times.." she lied.

Even tho she was scared and stressed of having a baby that wakes up every three hours, Joonwoo would only wake her up at 1am for milk and then sleep until its 8 again.

"I forgot.. You are a mother now." he scratched the back of his head.

"I am.." she pulled Joonwoos small, brown blanket on his body, then turned to look around her. "can you do me a favour?" she forced a smile. She didn't want to upset him so she played along with him. Maybe he'd leave for that night.

"yeah.."

"can you close the window? I forgot it open."

"why did you open it anyways?" He frowns getting up.

"since mom had Joonwoo, I had to air the room somehow..i know its cold but the rest of the day Joonwoo is in here so no open windows."she mumbles making Ren chuckle.

"you are so cute when you're being carrying." He said with his back still facing her.

Y/n didn't answer at first. She just nodded and forced a smile when he turned to face her.

"you seem tired."

"I am..you still didn't tell me tho.. Why are you here?"

That was the moment when Rens smile turned into a thin line.

"you know why I'm here.. I just didn't want to talk about it since you are tired and maybe come some other day."

"sorry.. I didn't know." she pouts. "uhm then.."

*baby cries *

"whywhywhy..." she pouts, making him lay on her chest, hiding his face in her neck.

"did i wake him up?I'm sorry"

"he'll sleep again.. Don't worry." the girl placed her hand on her baby's back, rubbing circles.

"he looks like you" Ren sat closer, raising his hand to touch Jeonghans son. (oh boy)

Y/ns heart started beating faster. If Jeonghan was there he'd had no arm now.

"I still have a feeling that.. Joon Woo is mine.." he spoke, placing his hand on y/ns, who had it still on her babys back.

"uh.." y/n pulled slowly her hand back but still having it protectively on Joon Woo. "Ren.." she looked down, about to tear up.  "I gave birth a few days before October.. If I was still pregnant to your baby he'd be born earlier. I miscarriaged. I fell and miscarriaged." tears ran down her face.

Just like Rens.

"couldn't you be careful?"

"I didn't know I was pregnant." she looks away. "but still.. How could you do such thing? I felt bad and thought it was my fault-"

"but Jeonghan was always there to remind you that it was mine.My fault."

"well.."

"I wont continue with this conversation. I'll just ask one thing and I want you to be honest with me. I'll leave for now and come back earlier tomorrow. I'll take you out so we can talk." he interrupts her. "Who do you think is at fault when they cheat in a relationship? The guy who has a family or the doctor who has sex with him and makes him feel good and forget about the woman he insists he loves?" He got off bed.

Y/n didn't say a word. Just looked down.
"and I have one more question.. You'll answer it tomorrow." he leaned close to her face. "were you happy with me before I do what I did? Even if we weren't in a relationship." he smiled, placing a kiss on Joonwoos head, then Y/ns cheek before he storms out of the room.

"Who do you think is at fault when they cheat in a relationship? The guy who has a family or the doctor who has sex with him and makes him feel good and forget about the woman he insists he loves?"

"How did he find out about the doctor..?"her vision got blurry. "is Jeonghan.. Cheating on me? Did he see him?" she carefully placed Joonwoo on her bed,taking her phone in her hand.
"did.. Jeonghan see him and that's why he wanted to come here? So Ren won't tell me about it?" she started crying, shutting down her phone.

She tried to stop crying, and after getting up to wash her face, she laid next to Joonwoo, pulling the thick covers up to her cheek, to cover Joonwoos body too since his face was close to hers.

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"Y/n, lunch is ready!"

"I won't eat now.. I feel tired. I'll just go to bed."Y/n mumbles, heading downstairs.

"I understand but you have to eat first..I'll take care of Joonwoo while you're sleeping."

"fine." the girl grabs a bowl and puts a bite of meat in there. She used the fork to eat it and quickly washed what she used. "I can't keep my eyes open so I'll go to bed. You dont have to take care of Joon Woo.. I'll take him with me"

"no, go." her mom gave her a scary look and made her walk upstairs.

Y/ns mother was busy making funny faces to her grandson when the doorbell rang.
Confused she got up with the baby in her arms and walked to the door, checking who it was through the tiny hole.

"Jeonghan" she smiled big when she opened the door, surprising him.

"Hello Ms y/moms/n." he smiled bigger when he saw his baby in her arms.

"come in its cold outside. Hurry" she pulled him excited. "y/n didn't tell me you were coming"

"I didn't tell her. I wanted to surprise her." he took off his coat. "Joonwooyah.. You grew bigger." he took his son in his arms.  "got heavier too.. You must be drinking much milk" he chuckled.

"are you hungry? Do you want me to cook something? I have cooked pork and potatoes.. Would you like something else? -"

"No, no, no.. I'm okay. I ate on the plane. I'm full.. Thank you. I'm just a little tired. Where's y/n?"

"she's sleeping."

"again? I'm sorry Ms y/m/n for having to take care of Joonwoo the whole time. Thank you"

"I barely see him. Y/n is always with the baby in her room. She doesn't want us to get tired so we just play with him and nothing more."

"really? She said she's only sleeping."

"she's not. She's always up.. She barely sleeps."

"then, why is Joon Woo here now?"He asked confused.

"she didn't sleep much last night. Joonwoo was crying. He's about to sleep now tho.. I'll take him to my room. Go sleep with y/n. The door to her room is open. She wanted to hear in case Joonwoo cries but she's sleeping heavily."the woman smiled.

"oh,okay..thank you. Tell me when you feel tired" he smiled, heading upstairs.

He placed his suitcase next to her bed, closed the door too her room and laid next to her, pulling her body close to his.

"I'm here." he smiled to himself and closed his eyes, drifting to sleep.