Pregnant in Dauntless- If the war didn't happen

Chapter Eighteen

•CHRISTINA•

I drop all my shopping bags on the floor and hang up my coat, wringing out my hair. It's raining and freezing cold outside.

Will is in the kitchen but I walk right by him, pretending he doesn't exist. In our room I peel of my layers upon layers of clothes. In our en-suite bathroom I turn the knobs in the shower until the water turns hot.

I step in and let it pour down my body. I'm not trying to hurt Will. But I don't want to lead him on into thinking we have his big future when obviously we don't. I've also been really depressed after 'the incident'.

He deserves better than me and I don't want to make it harder than it is. Just let him down slowly. My inability to conceive won't affect our relationship because we won't have one.

Urgh I hate myself right now. I step out of the shower and pull a fluffy purple towel around my body. It's short but I don't really care at the moment.

I dry my hair and change into some old sweats, it's not like I need to look good fo anything.

When I enter our bedroom, I burst into tears. Set up on the floor is a little picnic with candles and homemade food.
And by it stands Will, looking awkward as hell but still the handsomest guy in the world.

"You did this for me?" I sniffle.
"Look I don't know what I did but I want to make it up to you. I love you Christina."

I run into his arms and tightly squeeze him.
"You didn't do anything. It's all me,"
"What do you mean?"

"I was pregnant," I don't make eye contact with him.
"Was?"
"Yeah I- I'm not supposed to be able to have children and I was so excited to tell you. And then that day I dragged Tris away. It was because I was bleeding. A lot,"
He cuts my cheek and looks down at me. "Pregnant or not, I'll always love you."

"Really?"
"Really. Plus when we're a bit older, probably married, we can adopt. But that's not what matters. You shouldn't feel scared to tell me anything."

"You're right. I'm sorry."
I jump up and straddle him, kissing him firmly on the lips. He presses me against the wall and kisses down my neck, leaving my skin tingling.
He carries me over to the bed and lies us both down. I quickly take my shirt off and he does the same, throwing them into a pile by the headboard.

He unhooks my bra and soon that's gone to as he licks down my bare chest. He moves over to my breasts, nipping and licking until I'm moaning loud enough for the Abnegation to hear.

I undo his belt and push his pants down with one leg so that we're both left in just our underwear. He slides those down to until I'm naked as the day I was born.

He moves down and cups my sensitive area and the insides of my thighs turn warm. I pull down his boxers and hand him protection.

I feel him digging into my hips and I move against him until he's as loud as I am.

•WILL•

I turn over to see Chris sleeping face down in bed, snoring loudly. I feel her stirring.
"Go back to sleep, I'll make breakfast,"

But when I get to the kitchen, Marlene and Uriah are already there.
"Pancakes?" She asks, damn she knows me so well.
"Definitely," I sit with Uriah who hasn't said a word. I open the crossword and begin filling it.

"Urgh this is so hard!" I complain. Uriah shorts loudly and slaps his hand against the table.
"I'm sorry Marlene I said I wouldn't laugh but oh my god!" He's shouting.

Christina appears in the doorway, wearing a huge shirt of mine and some tiny shorts.
"Guys be quiet, you're being too loud,"

"Oh we're being too loud?!" Marlene smacks Uriah across the head but sniggers to herself.
Chris turns bright red. "Oh..."

"Yes oh. We got no sleep because of you. But at least you finally made up," Marlene passes us our plates and I start topping up.

Chris walks over and sits on my lap, stealing some fruit. She wipes some whipped cream off my lip and kisses me gently.

"Good morning,"
"Good morning Beautiful,"

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Was really ill today so wrote lots of chapters and will update soon!!!