Jaehyun,
As young boys
we met up in secret.
I wondered what it was like to
see me a mess.
I stumbled over my words
over again and over again and over again.
It was all your fault and you didn't even know.
I'd meet your mom and she'd offer me food
but I'd tell her I'm okay.
You'd push me away when
I wanted a hug.
You were scared of falling in love
and I was scared of falling too hard.
Even though you didn't seem to want me
I knew we both wondered,
"How can I be without you?"
We got together during the winter.
You took me in your arms
and it felt like paradise
even if I was shivering.
Our temperatures reached a equal
and our heats collide.
Just as our hearts did.
We didn't need to shiver if we were together.
Now you take me in your and arms,
you hold me like never before.
You could touch me and wear me
like a new pair of clothes.
You could pet and praise me
like a new puppy.
I learned how my mind and body
craves for you
and I thought I'd never get a frostbite.
This is when I learned
there are all types of life
all types of love
but never the same twice.
We'll be alright,
please try again.
- John
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wc ; 229 wd ; 10-13-18 ed ; 05-12-19
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poetic beauty → johnjae ✔
Hayran Kurgu"I used to be the sweetest boy until I realized being the baddest was better." Jaehyun is like poetic beauty. completed [ 05-12-19 ] [ 05-28-19 ] a/n - to be honest with you, this is very loose poetry if it counts as poetry at all.
