KISS ME YOU ANIMAL-Frerard one shots

Love on first note

A/N short story with a bit of sadness. Frank is older and taller than Gerard.Fluff.

Gerard's pov

Dear diary,

It's been a year since my mother committed suicide. I still remember how she told me happiness and love will find the way into my life. I don't blame her, not anymore. I can understand the despair she felt...the one i feel now. 

My father's trying his best but most of the time his working. Sometimes i'm contemplating suicide. Wouldn't it be best to just end it all?

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I felt something hit me and i fell on the floor. A few laughes erupted behind me but i couldn't care at all. I hate high school. Same old mean popular kids, jocks, same old studying till your brains explode.

I rolled my eyes and escaped into an empty music room. There stood the piano i always came to play during lunch breaks. Our music teacher made a deal with me so here i am. I closed the door and sat down. I brushed the keyboard and then pressed down. I started playing Chopin's Nocturne. I closed my eyes and sank into the melody. I escaped the world, the cruel reality, it was just me being as free as i can get.

Frank's pov

I saw him through the window. A boy with messy black hair and painted nails, playing the piano. The sound was so beautiful i had to stop and listen. This boy was good. More than good, he was absolutely amazing.

"Hey, i'm sorry if i frightened you, you just play so fucking beautiful." He smiled shyly and blush covered his cheeks. "I'm Frank by the way, senior." I made a small smile and offered my hand. "Gerard, junior."

"So Gerard, do you wanna grab coffee sometimes?" "That would be great."

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He was so shy and cute, i couldn't help but ask him. I promise i won't try anything i mean all i'm looking for is a friendship. At least that's what i think.

We talked a lot. Once he opened up he was so interesting and fun. He told me mom taught him to play piano and also how she died. That was so sad and he was on the verge of tears, so i hugged him. I patted his soft hair and it made me warm inside. 

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Gerard's pov

Tonight is the night i sleep at Frank's. We are best friends and we've known each other for only few months. Idk why i'm still nervous around him. He's so kind and sweet and beautiful.

"So which movie do you wanna see?"

"Titanic!"

"God, Gerard that's gay!" 

We both started laughing and i felt guilty. I hadn't told him i'm gay. 

"Fine, we'll watch Titanic."

I squeaked and cuddled closer to Frank. I felt him stiffened a bit but soon he relaxed and started petting my hair. He does that a lot and i secretly like it...a lot. 

Soon i fell asleep. Not really but i pretended. I wanted to see what Frank will do.

He tucked the covers around me and hugged me closer. I hummed softly and brushed my cheek against his chest. I started smiling.

"You're not asleep are you?! You little shit!"

He started tickling me and laughed and kicked and punched him but he just wouldn't stop.

"Frank-ah-please-haha-stop-!"

He finally stopped, pinned me down and looked deep inside my eyes.

"Can i kiss you?"

I blushed and nodded. He leaned down and slowly pressed his lips against mine.

I felt magic. I understand what they mean now. Something truly did erupt in my stomach. Ever since my mom died i hadn't felt a thing. But now i felt every emotion together at once. It was overwhelming in the best way possible.

"Can you play for me?"

I nodded again. I couldn't speak. I stood up and went to piano. I sat down and started playing 'Brother' by Falling in Reverse. 

"Sing it, please."

I started singing

Brother why'd you have to go...

When i finished he pulled me up and kissed me. I was still completely dazed by...love?

"Can you dance with me?"

He put on 'Your Song' by Elton John and i wrapped my arms around his neck. He hugged my waist. We started moving slowly and i closed my eyes. He leaned down and kissed me tenderly. 

"I love you," i whispered. Finally the words i could say.

"And i love you," he smiled back and kissed me once again.