KISS ME YOU ANIMAL-Frerard one shots

Heaven help us

A/N this has angels, i really like to write about supernatural stuff. It's fluffy, but the next will definitely have smut, enjoy!

Gerard's pov

I've been lost my whole life. Not literally lost, i just feel like i don't belong anywhere. 

I don't have friends either. It's not like i need them, anyway. What's the point of living? We all die in the end. It doesn't matter when. I'm sure no one will even notice.

I leaned over the fence. I could just climb it and jump. All it takes is one step, one little step forward and everything will be over. I saw a flowing river beneath me. I bet it's cold inside. Freezing.

I moved away and started walking across the bridge. I'm not dumb enough to jump. That wouldn't kill me. Too bad.

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I slammed the door behind me. "Gerard Arthur Way!" My mother yelled. "Where were you? I heard you failed math, AGAIN!" I sighed and turned away. I handed her my phone and left without saying a word. It's not like i wasn't used to this.

I entered my dark room, i put on headphones and sobbed into my pillow. I feel like i'm dead inside. My whole body is aching, screaming for freedom. I'm locked inside my head, thoughts roamming around. I wish i'd had somebody, anybody i could tell this. 

I cried even harder and curled up in a ball. 'So ugly, so pathetic, no one likes you, you're gonna die alone and poor.' 

I saw a small knife on the table and i took it. I could see the reflection of myself in a blade. That only encouraged me to go further. I tightened my grip and pressed the blade on my skin. It was cold and hard. I took a deep breath and prepared myself for pain, when i heard a small sound. 

I quickly removed my headphones, and listened. Nothing. I opened the door. There was nothing unusual, my mom was still cooking. It didn't seem like it was coming from downstairs anyway. 

I closed my eyes and tried to remember what i heard. It was a scream, but distant. It felt almost like someone was begging.

So now i hear things? Perfect.

I decided there's nothing i could do anymore, so i sneaked out of the house. Wow, it's chilly outside and i'm wearing only a hoddie. 

Where should i go now? I looked up and down the street. And then it hit me. Train. Sure, it would hurt, but only for a second. My eyes went wide. How did i not think of that earlier?? 

I jogged happily down the street. This nightmare will finally be over. I will wake up! 

BOOM!

I turned around quickly. Something crashed down pretty hard. It was kinda dark. I was searching for any signs...and then i saw it. 

Right there, down the street, something was laying on the cold concrete. It seemed like...a boy. I ran to him as fast as i could.

"Excuse me, are you alright?" He whimpered and lifted his head slightly. "Gerard..." He whispered. I looked in a surprise. How did he know my name?

I decided to ignore it, he seemed hurt. "Can you stand?" I pulled him up. He nodded, but i continued to support him with my arm. I lead him towards the nearest bench and sat him down. 

I could see him better now and my did i like what i saw.  He had so beautiful features. His dark hair were falling over his face. He had this cute nose and perfectly curved lips. Wow, this couldn't possibly be human.

He turned to face me then and looked up at me. I gasped as i saw his eyes. Big and hazel with a speck of green. "Gerard..." he repeated. I moved away quickly, "how do you know my name?" He smiled, "i just appeared on the street out of nowhere, laying helpless and your first question is how do i know your name?" I thought for a moment. That was true.

"But i can answer it," he chuckled. "You heard me today, i crossed the line. That is against the rules, so they took my powers away and banned me here." I took a deep breath, trying to get a grip on my buzzing mind. Nope, i have absolutely no idea, what he's talking about.

He seemed to notice, because he explained, "I'm an angel. I was very bored and disappointed in humanity, until i saw you. At first i just thought you are exceptionally beautiful, but then i saw your soul. I couldn't stop following you then. I guess.." He looked up at me shyly. "I fell for you, literally," he laughed.

This isn't happening. Am i dead? Or just crazy? Both very possible. But honestly, I've never felt more alive. I've never believed in something so much. 

"Why me?" I stuttered. "I-I'm s-so..." I couldn't stop the tears. Someone actually cares for me? I quickly turned away. He touched my hand. In the second our skins met, my head exploded. I remembered all my dreams filled with him, happy memories, sounds i heard. I even saw him somewhere in the shadows, always present, always watching.

I looked at him shocked, "Frank?" His eyes went wide, "you remember?" "You weren't just my imagination and those dreams and visions, that is true?" He smiled widely. 

I always thought that mysterious stranger was a part of my imagination. The guy who stopped me, when i almost stepped in front of a car, the guy who appeared in every dream I've ever had, the guy who whispered nice things to me when i was down. 

I know him. I know him better than i know myself, he seems like a part of me. I gazed into his eyes, and without hesitation placed my lips on his. 

He kissed back eagerly. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him closer. He tangled his fingers in my hair. It was only a few seconds long, but it felt like a lifetime.

"Run away with me?" He whispered. I smiled, "anytime you want." And with that he grabbed my body and spread his wings. I was shocked at first, but it made sense. I knew we flew up quickly. 

"There's no greater power than love," he hugged me tighter. I closed my eyes as i felt something burning. "Look," he whispered.

I opened my eyes widely, it was the most beautiful place i've ever seen. "Welcome home," he hugged me.