Just Friends

Chapter 15

        I messed up. I know that right when I have set foot into that bathroom and took a sniff, I knew that I was gonna lose her. I love her so much and my stupid mind just told me to do it. But in my heart, I didn’t want to. I just sat there on the ground next to the door, tears rolling down my cheeks. She just left me. I didn’t know what to do, I was so mad at myself but yet, my mind was telling me to do it again. I couldn’t take it anymore. I pounded my head against the wall and got up walking to the table to retrieve the baggie and pour some out onto the table. I pulled out my dollar bill and rolled it. After taking a sniff, I felt so much better.

        I was regretting this but, I now know that I’ve gotten addicted to it. I coughed loudly wiping my nose with the back of my hand and rubbed my eyes. I pulled out my phone and thought of what I was going to say. I punched in her number and just sat there waiting for her to pick up. “Hey! You’ve reached my voicemail and I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you! So just leave a message after the beep!”  But instead of her picking it up, it went straight to her voicemail. Just hearing her voice made me get all giddy inside. I threw my phone down next to me and held my head in my hands. She was done with me.

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        I woke up to feeling the bed being move. I opened my eyes slightly and looked to my right seeing a guy naked, laying on his front showing off his bare butt. Shit, what the fuck happened last night? Is this what I thought that happened? I lifted the blanket revealing myself naked. I took a look around the room, the bed sheets were shifted out of place, I saw my clothes scattered everywhere on the floor including the guy’s clothing. I can’t remember a fucking thing. All I can remember was me going to the bar and having a couple of drinks until a sweet charming guy talked to me. “Shit, did we fuck?” I thought to myself. ‘No fucking shit, why would you be in bed with a total stranger.. Naked.’ As I was deep in my thoughts, “Hey.” He said smiling at me. “Hey Sebby.” I said. “You look so beautiful in the morning.” He said staring at me. “I do?” I gasped. “Yeah.” He nodded. I giggled and looked at him.

        “Shit!” I flinched and got up and stepped over him. He groaned, “Cereal?” “I have classes today! And I’m sorry, I really got to go.” I ran all around his room picking up my clothes and quickly pulling them on. “Dammit, I’m gonna be so late!” He just sat there staring at me as if I was crazy. “You do know that I was the one who drove you here right? And that your car is back at the bar?” I stared at him blankly and hit my forehead with my hand. “Well then come on!

         Drive me there!” I said pulling him out of bed. “Alright alright!” He laughed going into his closet and getting a pair of sweats along with a white tee. Despite the hangover, I couldn’t help but stare at his gloriously naked body. “Like what you see?” He said smirking and flexing his abs. “In fact, I do.” I went over to him and slapped his ass.  He hurried up and dragged me to his car zooming through the highway and to the bar where I had left my car. “Thank you so much Sebby!” I said kissing him on the lips. “No prob Analyn.” He winked and pulled me in for a passionate kiss. I got out of his car grabbing my belongings and got in my car.

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         I got back to my house and surprisingly my mom wasn’t there. I then proceeded upstairs to clean myself up from last night’s activities. When I got out I quickly put on my clothes and did my hair. I checked my phone and I saw one missed call from Chris. I ignored it and put it back into my back pocket going downstairs and leaving the house to go to school. I was glad that I only had a couple of classes today, so that means I could spend my day out with Sebastian.

Chris’ P.O.V

        She probably has classes today so I’m just going to go wait for outside her dorm. I hopped into the shower and cleaned myself up. I then came out with a towel wrapped around my waist and wore something decent.  I was craving for some coffee and a biscuit, so I drove to Starbucks. I ordered a black coffee and a blue-berry scone muffin. paid and went into my car. Taking a bite of my scone, and a sip of my coffee, I put the keys into the ignition and made my way back to my dorm. As I got into my room, I turned on the heat because it was getting cold. I turned on the television to see what’s on. A few minutes later, I had that need of wanting to take another sniff. I just sat there thinking whether I should take a sniff and never get Analyn back, or I can try to stop this stupid act. I’d hate to say this but, I needed it, I pulled out the small bag and poured some out onto the table, then pulled out a bill. Fuck, I’m so screwed. I sneezed and coughed rubbing my eyes.

         I walked into the bathroom and noticed that my nose and eyes have turned red. I looked myself running a hand through my hair and sighed. My father’s death is really getting the best of me. “There is something seriously wrong with me.” I said to myself as a tear rolled down my face. I miss her so much, I just want her in my arms and my lips on hers. I looked at the time and she was just about to get out. I went back out and took my jacket off of the couch, strutting through the door. Her school wasn’t that far from mine. Probably a ten minute drive, when I have arrived, I walked to her dorm waiting outside leaning against the door frame. A couple minutes later I heard some distant chattering and some laughs. It sounds like Analyn and some guy. What the fuck?

 Analyn's P.O.V

         I got a text from Sebby saying that he'll pick me up from my school. Yeah, yeah, I told him where I went and gave him my number. We pretty much told each other everything that night. The bell rang, so I packed my things, and went out in front of my school. Bumping into him, "Hey!" He greeted. "Hey Sebby!" I gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Come with me to my dorm, I have to get something." I said grabbing his hand. As we were walking I saw a tall figure standing at my door. Who could that be? Sebastian was walking with his arm around me and I guess we were being too loud because he kept making me laugh with his stupid but funny jokes. When I reached my door the guy turned around and it turned out to be Chris.

         Oh shit, this isn't good. He saw me and his eyes widened and then wrinkle with anger. "Who the fuck is this?" He said resting his hands on his hips. "His name is Sebby. What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked pulling away from Sebastian. "I had came here to try to fix things between us!" He said raising his voice a bit but not too loud obviously trying not to catch a crowd. People started staring at us but ignored what was going on. "Should I get in this?" Sebastian asked nervously. "Can I talk to him for bit? Please wait out here." I said with pleading eyes. "Sure. Just don't take too long in there." He replied resting on the wall and pulling out his phone. I quickly and harshly pulled Chris inside closing the door behind us.

        I put my hands on my hips and just stared at him. "Okay, spill." "Look, I'm sorry that I'm even doing this stupid act. I know that my father died and its just getting the best of me. I'm trying really hard to stop. It got really addicting and you don't even know how it feels.I'm sorry Analyn. just seeing you leave through that door really broke my heart. I can't even go a day without you. I love you Analyn." He said sounding sincere. "Do you forgive me?" He questioned.

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