Just Friends

Chapter 17

Recap:

He was just about to get up and start fighting again but I got in holding my arms out beside me, "Stop it you two! That is enough! Chris, please leave and go home, I will have a chat with you later. Sebastian, let's go." I went inside and grabbed my stuff and locked my door. "Go, I'll meet you in the car." I told Sebastian.

*end of recap*

I kneeled down next to Chris. "Chris, what the fuck did I just tell you? He is just a friend-
"What, a fuck buddy?" He interupted. "Ugh, you are so sick in the head aren't you!" I said hitting his arm making him flinch back. "Well, I'm sorry okay? We were together and you just decided, 'Oh! Why don't I go out to the fucking bar and find some guy to fuck with! I'm single!' " He mocked as he tried getting up. "I did it because I found out that you started doing cocaine and it made depressed because I never thought that you were that kind of person!" I yelled as my voice started breaking. "I'm sorry, his death just got to me okay? Baby, I'm sorry." He said as he tried reaching out for my hand. "Don't 'baby' me. We still could've been together but you fucked it up. You dipshit." I spat. I opened the door walking in not giving two shits if he was trailing behind me. "Why are you calling me a dipshit?" He said with his hands resting on his waist. "Because I tried helping your ass out of this situation but you just didn't listen to my words and ignored it." I put my face in my hands and cried. He just stood there with sorrow shown in his eyes not knowing what to say. "I don't even know why you jumped Sebastian. He didn't do shit to you." I sighed. I walked over to him and started his arms and chest, "I can't believe I fell in love with a fucking asshole! A fucking asshole like you!"

"Baby, stop!" He yelled as he grabbed my arms and kissed me on the lips. "Stop..." He whispered into the kiss.

Of course my stupid self gave in and kissed back. His back collapsed on the couch and brought me back down with him. He grinded himself into me and he unzipped my pants. I unzipped his pants and pulled him out. He pushed my underwear to the side and entered me. "I'm sorry." He panted as he pumped into me. "I hate you." I said in between kisses. "I'm coming." He growled pulling out. I fell ontop of him and got off a minute after. "Analyn, where are you going?" He said in a tired tone grabbing my hand. I pulled away fast, and walked away. "Fuck you Chris." I said as I zipped my pants back up, grabbed my things and made my way to Sebastian closing the door behind me.

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I walked out the big doors and went to Seb's car, seeing that he was standing outside of it.

"Hey, what took you so long?" He asked walking to the driver's side. "Nothing, I was just talking to Chris. Can we go back to your place? I'm feeling kind of tired. Are you okay?" I studied his cuts and bruises on his face."Sure, anything to make you feel better. Yeah,I'm fine. Don't worry, I'll live." He smiled and grabbed my hand. I gently pulled away. "I'm sorry Sebastian, I kind of just want to be friends right now..."
"It's okay, I understand the pain that you're going through right now. We can take it easy." I nodded and made myself comfortable and he put his attention back on the road.

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Chris' p.o.v

I just laid there with my hands on my forehead looking up at the ceiling thinking back about the things that I have fucked up on.

"Fuck!" I yelled pulling on my hair. I zipped my pants back up and left her dorm locking it behind me.

As I was driving back home, I thought to myself. "Fuck, what have I done." I don't know how I'll ever get her back, but I'll do anything to try to win her to myself.

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Soo so so SORRY for not updating for so damn long, I've been so so so busy with school and basketball.

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