*ash's POV*
I went to sit next to Louis because of the drama that's happened with harry changing his name to Larry is real!I started to cry for no reason it's just like a bullet shot my in the stomach.
"Ashy bashy?are you okay?"Luke asked and then all the boys stared at me like I was frozen.
"Im fine I'm fine!"I sniffed and then started to talk to Louis.
"Are you sure your okay?"louis questioned.
"ya its just it came out of no were"i said giggling and my eyes going all puffy.I was so bored so i pulled out my phone and put my headphones in and was listening to one directions album Midnight memories.So I started to mouth the words.Harry and Zayn just looked at me and looked away.I looked down and turned of my music and pulled my sleeve up seeing what I have done to my self.
"Im a monster..."i whispered to my self.
"what was that?Ash?"Zayn questioned.
"what nothing........"i lied.I looked at the screen and I was thinking about Sarah and I being a perfect couple.I sighed and put back on my music a bit when Luke came over to me.
"Can we talk private?"luke said razing his voice a bit.
"Ya sure?"I didn't know what Luke had a problem with so.Luke walked over bye the bathroom so I followed him head banging.
"Calum told me!"Luke whispered-shouted.
"What?"I questioned.
"You like Sarah and you want to have the perfect family and every night you think about her and you love her so much!"Luke said with one breath.
"Well sorry I LOVE her.Its like saying me and Harry can't love Lauren oh ya...."I said huffing and getting round up.
"Well sorry!Its not my fault Your sister's dead is it!"Luke spatted.I glared at him and giving the death stare.
"OMG! I DIDNT MEAN IT!"Luke whimpered.I looked at him and then swung my fist across his jaw.He fell to the floor.I was breathing heavily. Michael shot up and ran to Luke,picking him up into his arms.
"ASH!"Michael cried. So so far I have made 3 enemy's!Harry,Niall and now Luke great!Michael took him to his bed and Sarah got up and came to me.
"ASH!What's wrong?"Sarah questioned.I looked straight into her soul.
"NOTHING OKAY!JUST LEAVE ME ALONE..."I said-shouted.Sarah signed and went to sit bye Calum and Zayn.
"Whats wrong with Ash?"Sarah questioned.
"Stuff."calum said nodding his head.Me and Calum looked at each other for about 7 seconds and I gave him the death stare.I was going to go to bed but I realised Luke was still there so I went to go to the kitchen when I hit my leg on the corner.I got a text from harry saying Hi bro!how r u?I'm eating and I'm really bored so can u text me back plz?wby? I couldn't text him back because I had no credit so.Like 2 minutes later harry called me so j picked it up.
