I tried to move but there was a massive huge pan in my shoulder.I saw harry standing over me.
"Hi Sarah so about ya?"harry said.
"Harry what ever you do please don't tell anyone!"i raised my voice.Harry just looked at me.
"Why!?He wanted to kill you and me!"Harry got up.
"Harry sit down and let me explain!"i said trying to move so I was sitting up.Harry helped me and he sat back down.
"thanks you,The reason why I don't want you to tell anyone!is because ash will flip!Mikey knows!he doesn't know that I'm here right?Well i don't want you to tell anyone because jai will kill me!"i said all in one breath.
"One mikey knows and we'll okay I wont..."he said.
"thank you so much!"i heard a knock at the door.it was Mikey.He came in.Harry left to go home because his mum wanted him home 4 hours ago!
"Um Sarah you could've died last night!Do you know what trouble your in!?"
"And reach out and touch!sorry and yes I know what danger I'm in!"I said looking at Mikey frowning.
"You need to tell ash!"he exclaimed.
"you dare Michael and I'll never forgive you!Mikey I swear Michael Gordon Clifford I will kill you!"i threatened.
"okay sorry!"Mikey sat back down.I looked at him.
"How long will this take?"i asked looking into his eyes.
"not long now."he said waving his arms around.I saw cal bye the door.
"cal?"Mikey asked.
"Ya?"he said walking in and sitting down.
"Hi can we have a moment please Mikey?"he asked.Mikey walked out and smiled.
"Hi cal!"
"Sarah um I heard the convention with jai?"He said.I gulped.
"What about it?"i asked.
"Well you didn't want to do what he told you!"he exclaimed.I sighed and looked down trying to find my phone in my pocket.
"What ever!Can you help me up?"i asked.I tried to get out of bed.Cal helped me.I got up and had a massive pain my leg and shoulder.
"Are you okay?"he asked.I nodded I got up and opened the door to go back home before Ash woke up.today is when we go back on the coach.I hate to see Mikey and harry in pain!God life is not fare!
"Hey cal um were ash?"i asked him.
"In bed come on let's get you home before he wakes up."he said putting me in the car.I put my hand down my pocket.I was trying to find my phone.Maybe I left it back at the hotel.Cal pulled into the drive way and we went back to the hotel.I went back to my room and tried to find my phone.I found it and ash was still asleep.yes.I wanted to wake ash up.so I shacked him.He finally woke up.
"What babe?"he asked Turing over.
"come on let's get on the bus."i said getting my rubbish together. We all went on the bus and I put my stuff in the spare bunk which was now my bed!It was underneath ash's and on top of Liam's.I went to bed.I was so fed up of Jai.Least he can't get on the bus.yay.
"Sarah you okay?"Louis asked.
"ya why?"i asked.He shrugged.I pulled out my phone and went on my shuffle.
*Ash's POV*
Mikey came up to me.I smiled and he pulled me to the kitchen.I fell on Liam.He was on the floor trying to take his cast of.
"Ash?"mikey said.
"ya?"i asked.
"welll Sarah hasn't said anything to you yet has she?"he questioned.
"nooooooooooo"i said.I was kind of getting scared of Michael like what the fuck is he saying.oh my god Ash!don't swear!
"Well I'll leave that up to Sarah..."he walked of to his bed.I followed him but to my bed.What is Michael on about?!We were at the place were we were going to perform good girls fire proof and kiss you vs she looks so perfect!We got on stage.We started to sing good girls.
"She's a good girl,daddy's favorite "You get it.The show finished and we got back on the bus and I started to talk to Sarah.
"Hey guys!We should go out partying!"I shouted at the top of my lungs.They cheered.We got our stuff together.We headed out and went to this club.There were about 200 people there.Every one was every were.I went into the crowd with Zayn and Niall.I think me and Niall are cool now.Yay I do like him he is so helpful in situations.Ya so we were in the crowd and I tried to find Sarah.I found her but like 10 seconds later she was flirting with this man but I didn't know that!12 seconds later she started to make out with him.I ran up to her and punched him in the face good and hard!She flooded out with tears.
"Ash I didn't m"i cut her of.
"I don't wanna hear it!"i exclaimed running back to the bus.What the fuck does she think she's doing to me!I love her with all my heart!As boys do I screamed.(like a girl)I'm just I'm mad!Michael came on the bus after me.
"Ash you okay?"he asked.
"You know when you said don't break her heart well she's broke mine okay!She is a back stabing bitch.Like the rest of them!"i cried.I ran to the bathroom.I looked through the Shelf's and I found a razor.By this time Michael went back to comfort Sarah.I placed the sharp razor on my soft skin pressing hard and moving it forward.The blood came all the way down my arm.I didn't feel a thing.I don't care about Sarah anymore.She can deal with Michael now!Everyone came back on the bus and I quickly wiped the blood of and pulled down my sleeve.I opened the door.Every one was in bed except from Michael and Sarah.I glared at both of them and went to my bunk and closed the curtains.I was so mad at her.Why is this always me?Luke and Alisha they were perfect!Why can't that be me and Sarah?What's wrong with us?I sighed.I opened my curtains a bit and peeked through a hole and saw Michael, Calum,Luke and Niall comforting Sarah.I got out of bed to get some food.I went to the kitchen and Sarah called me.
"Ash?"Sarah said.The boys went too there beds.
"What?"I said harshly.
"i didn't mean it you know?I was drunk!"she exclaimed.
"i would never do that to you!"I cried.Sitting down next to her.
"I have problems that you don't know"she said looking away.
"So do I!Lauren,mum,harry dad!All of them have left me!"i shouted.
"No ash no!Jai!He's my problem.He had made me suffer for to long!Ash what I'm saying....He abuses me.."When them words came out of her mouth.I just I couldn't.
"What!?Why haven't you told me sooner!?"i shouted.
"Because I couldn't!"She said.I sat bacvj down and dug my face in her shoulder and cried.
"Sarah I'll never hurt you!"I mumbled.
