I woke up really happily I don't know why but then I hit me really hard I still haven't forgotten about Lauren. why would my mum do such a thing.
"Guys wake up!"Calum exclaimed. I got up and everyone was looking at me.
"Hey Ashton,Niall's gone" Harry said. I shot out of bed and put on my clothes and the coach stopped because we were at the concert and there was no Niall to be seen.
"Oh heyyyyy!" Niall said. I ran over to him.
"were the hell have you been?"
"I felt sick so I went to the hotel and I was sick."
"let's go to the hotel now"We all went to the our beds and I got my own room and Niall was next to mine. I heard a knock at the door,so I opened it and all I saw was the janoskians were there.
" Heyyyyyyy"beau said.
"hey um what are you doing?"
"we came to say Heeyyy!" They said walking of really awkwardly. I started to think of Lauren again and it kills me that she's gone I just uh. I ran to the bathroom and I got a knife and cut myself two times harder,I screamed really loud. All I saw was Niall standing right in front of me.
"omfg Ashton stop!"Niall pulled the knife away and put it on the table next to me.
"don don't tell any...one"
"go and lie down now." I got on my bed and blood was coming out. Niall got me a plaster and put it over my wrist.he sat next to me when I was lying down and I fell asleep and then Niall walked out of my room and went to his. I woke up by a Ding so I looked on my phone and Niall sent a PIC of my arm and said omfg what does Ashton think he's doing omg he needs to take a chill pill felt so embarrassed and I just got 38 tweets in 2 seconds saying keepcuttingashyourtrash I felt so I don't even no its just one thing after another I did say to Niall don't tell anyone. omfg I just realised LUKE FOLLOWS NIALL AHHH now he know omg in so busted. them I heard a knock at the door.
"hey Ashton your Concert starts in 5" my Manager said
"okay". I was thinking what if I lose friends my best buds. Michael has been there for a long long time so I might not lose him.
