No one really knows what happened to Harry but I do.Every day there was blood all over his bed and walls.It just broke my heart.least mum is dead.Thank god she's dead.I felt water rolling down my face.
"Hey dude you okay because your crying?"calum asked.I nodded then Sarah came along.Calum moved to sit with Luke.Sarah came to cuddle with me and I turned around to face her.
"You okay babe?"She asked.I nodded.she rolled up my sleeve and she saw the scars on my wrist.Suddenly my whole life just dropped.
"Ash what's this?"she asked pointing to my wrist.I took a deep breath and I closed my eyes for 5 seconds and she started tearing up.Her eyes were all puffy.
"Sarah I'm sorry..."i said.She pushed me away.And she got out of bed and she ran into the bathroom.I started to cry again. Michael came over to me.
"Ash what have you done to her now?"he asked.
"I don't know"i lied.
"Okay"he said.I went to knock on the door.
"Go away ash!"she said.I sighed.
"I'm sorry!"i shouted.she didn't say anything.I huffed.God I always mess things up.I went to bed and fell asleep.
*Sarah's POV*
God I know what ash has gone through but he doesn't need to take it on his self.I feel so sad for him.He did have a lot of scars on his wrist.Who am I to blame.Least Jai's gone.I don't need him in my life anymore.All I need Ash.Oh god tears are rolling down my cheeks.I do love him it's just just what he is doing to himself!I opened the door and everyone looked at me and ash ran up to me and hugged me and put his head in my shoulder.I felt so happy with him.the coach stopped and we went to the hotel.I shared a room with ash and Michael.I slept in the same bed as ash and Mikey was on the couch.
"Lets stay up all night"mikey said.
"And jump around "me and ash sang.I pulled out my phone and went on twitter and saw people tweeting me saying:
@ishipmeandluke:God u need to grow up Sarah.ash doesn't even like u!
@bang.me.Mr.all.Australian: every one trend #Ashdoesntevenlikeyousarah
@calumisasian:@bang.me.Mr.all.Australian tots! #ashdoesntevenlikeyousarah
@i.like.m8k36:Who even likes u Sarah? #Ashdoesntevenlikeyousarah
I felt like I was gonna die!I started sobbing and crying in front of everyone.
"Sarah you okay?"Ash asked.I shacked my head.I showed him my phone.I gave him my phone and dugged my face in my hands.Michael came over and rubbed my back in a circular motion.
"its okay sis"mikey said.
"no no its not"i said trying not to keep sobbing.
"I just want to be alone"i said getting up and moving to my bed.I looked to the wall and I felt my phone vibrate.I looked at it with my eyes all puffy.
Jai:hunt u down and eat u alive!
Me:What do u want?
Jai:get at beaus tonight
Me:what if I don't?
Jai:findout
I wonder what he's talking about?He did a line of Maroon 5.I love that band.moves like Jagger is annoying though.I felt a hand on my ribs touch me.I turned around to find ash.I quickly put my phone down.
"You okay?"he asked.I nodded.
"Ash please don't cut"i whimpered.
"Okay"i saw him cross his fingers behind his back.I new he'd be lying.I wish ash could just listen to me for once jeez.I burnin up!god Jessie j even got me mad.
*2am*
I was gonna take of Ash was cuddling me and Mikey fell asleep on the chair.I got a cab and got to beaus.I knocked at the door.it was open so I went upstairs.I saw jai.
"Hey Sarah"Jai got right upon in my face and he pulled his hands out of his pockets and pushed me down the stairs.Everything was fuzy and weird.All I heard was a shout of saying my name.
"Sarah!Sarah"it sounded familiar.I tried to open my eyes but as soon as I did I saw people with green coats coming in and taking me away.
*2weeks later*
I woke up in a hospital bed and saw all the boys crowd around me.Ash's hand was in my hand.I fluttered my eyes.Calum was standing up and in the corner.
"Sarah?"Niall asked.
"Ya?"i said.Doctors ran in straight away.I felt woosey again.
"Guys please wait outside! "one of them said.They all went out.I lost a lot of blood.it was 6 hours later.I woke up.
"Mikey,Calum,ash,Luke!"i shouted.They all came running in.
"Babe!"ash came up to me and kissed my head.
"Sarahy!"luke said.
"Luke!"luke went to hug me so I hugged him back.
"Sis!"mikey went to hug me so I hugged him back.Calum stayed very quiet.
"What happened?"ash asked.
"i don't know"i said.
"Hey guys can I talk to Sarah? "calum said.They all went out and Calum sat next to me.
"Hey cal-pal"i said.
"Hey Sarah,Um do you remember someone shout your name last night?"he asked.
"yes?"
"Well I was there."i shot up.Why didn't he help me?Why was he here.
"WHY DIDNT YOU SAVE ME,WHY DID YOU GO THERE WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME TO DIE?WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?CALUM WHY ARE YOU SUCH. ASS?"I shouted at the top of my lungs.
"Im sorry!"he shouted.
