If You Would [h.s.] HOLD

Twenty-Seven

Uhm. No. I didn't forget to post at all. Uhm. Welp. Here :)

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The consistent sound of my phone going off wakes me from my peaceful sleep. I pop my head up from the hotel pillow and look at Harry, who is still sleeping, and then to the source of the noise. My phone is lit up on the bedside table and I reach out to grab the flashing device.

Thousands of people have tagged me in things on twitter and Instagram.

Harry's girlfriend ruined the whole concert tonight! Ugh.

Seriously Harry?? You put her over us! You never cared at all I guess.

@The_Evie you stupid slut. I'm sure you're only with him for the money and fame.

I hope Harry and @The_Evie are having a great night together, I wasted my money for nothing!!

Guys, chill out, it could have been an emergency.

People are ridiculous. Don't listen to the haters @The_Evie!!!

#wesupportHevie is #1 on trending!

YOU FUCKING WHORE. ILL FIND YOU!

The last tweet came from a page with nothing else but that tweet.

That hardly concerned me though. I scroll through thousands and thousands of tweets. Some hating, but I'm also getting a lot of people backing Harry and I up as well. I smile slightly, loving the love and ignoring the hate. I look at my page and see that I have almost ONE MILLION FOLLOWERS???

"HARRY WAKE UP!" I slam my hand onto his arm, catching him off guard. He wakes up and swings his arms around, startled.

"Wha-WHAT is going on?" He grabs my arm and sits up farther. I giggle at him.

"Nothing. Look!" I grab his face and point it towards my phone. I show him all of the followers and loving messages I get. He frowns when he sees a few... distasteful ones.

"They really don't like that I cancelled the tour huh.." he frowns. I shrug.

"I told you!" I crinkle my nose at him. He rolls his eyes and kisses the tip of my nose, sending a shiver down my spine.

"I'll send out a message telling people to back off." He reaches for his phone but I stop him.

"No dont. It'll make it worse. Plus, I'm getting a lot more love." I smile and put my phone back down. We lay there in the darkness and I turn on my side. I feel Harry's arms wrapping around my waist and I smile as he pulls my back against his warm body. He tucks his face into the back of my neck.

"Still, you don't deserve any hate at all. I wish I could take it all away. I know you don't feel it right now, but it can be a lot sometimes. It'll get to you eventually." His warm breath tickles my nape as he speaks. I shake my head slightly.

"I'm stronger than that."

"I know baby. I know." He kisses my neck and I smile.

"It comes with you, but I don't mind it at all. It's worth it if I get to keep you in my life." I turn around to face him, he still keeps his arms around me and we tangle our legs together. My hand finds it's way to the side of his face and we stare at each other, breathing each other in.

"I meant what I said today. We can't forget about that. But let's also not confuse it with me not wanting to be with you at all. I just wish it was more like this all the time. That's all." I smile slightly and kiss his forehead in between his eyes. He looks down and then back up at me.

"Me too Evie. These little private moments with you make me want to run away from this life I've built for myself. It almost doesn't feel right when I'm on stage without you. Those are the two places I feel most at home. On stage and with you. But they feel so different. I wish they didn't." I nod my head while listening.

"I understand. But you can't throw away your first home for the second." I move my hand from his face to his shoulder and trace small shapes on his soft skin.

"Isn't that what moving forward is all about though?" His tired voice gets me weak. I frown slightly at his words.

"Not in this case. It might not seem like it now, but I'm not worth throwing your life away for. You'll get it some day."

"You don't understand, I want you to be my life." He kisses me gently on my lips and I shiver at the contact. He separates himself and I move forward and place a kiss on his.

"Whatever happens happens. We don't need to worry about the future. Let's just sleep for now." I smile and nuzzle my head into his neck. He pulls me even closer and we fall asleep like that. Tangled in each other in so many ways.

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It's short. But it's cute. I haven't written in so long I feel so out of it.

Love ya ❤️