WHY WONT YOU LOVE ME ⇒ JAEDEN LIEBERHER

what was the reason?

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y/n had wrapped herself in her comforter as she laid down on her bed. her e/c eyes looking at the wooden floor, the moon light hitting the room and giving her comfort. ugh boys be bonkers. she thought to herself. what kind of mindset was jaeden in that caused him to pull a stunt like that? stupid. the thoughts kept rolling in, she was confused but a deep deep deep part of her liked it. she hasn't experienced affection like that since colton. but he's gone. after he died, y/n swore she wasn't gonna like another guy. for her own safety and survival.

sighing, she heard her friend groaning. "are we gonna talk about what happen or are you just gonna keep sighing?" he asked, already sitting up from his bed. "i've notice you been looking at the heart more often." he stated, slowly walking over to y/n's bed to sit down with his friend. "how come?"

"i don't know...i guess i just miss him." she replied. her eyes still gazing at the wooden floor. "just a little bit more than usual." she softly added, her voice turning into a whisper.

oliver looked at his friend, his hazel eyes slowly looking down at the floor as his friend spoke. he also misses colton, he just wished he didn't die. "he saved my life, you know." he said. y/n looked over at oliver but then shifted her gaze across the room. "if he didn't push me out of the way, well i wouldn't be here either." he said, in attempt to cheer the girl up.

colton malcolm smith. a blonde haired boy who stole y/n's heart. he made her feel special, and that damn smile made her swoon. she was in love with him, but it didn't last long.

the two were very close, in fact he was the second person she had gotten close to when she arrived. his warm smile and soft blue eyes made her feel welcomed.

god she missed playing with his blonde hair he was trying to grow out. she missed holding his hands that were bigger than her's. she missed him a lot.

he died a year ago, the same day oliver almost died. the two went on a run during the sunset. they were searching a building outside of the safe zone, a building that happened to have walkers hidden at every corner. the walkers were very quiet the two didn't know how many were in there.

going around the corner with no weapon out, oliver was shocked to see a walker coming up to him as fast as possible. before he can grab his gun, colton grabbed oli's backpack and pulled his away. however, colton himself didn't move in time. resulting to him getting a generous chunk of his shoulder bitten off.

oliver grabbed his gun and shot the walker right in his forehead, with tears running down his cheeks as he had done so. his best friend would still become one of those things.

shaking his head, oliver placed his left hand on his friend's shoulder. "he's gone and i'm sorry." he said. "but i think something else is bothering you." he added shortly after, causing the girl to quickly shifted her gaze to her friend. "you can't possibly think i'm that dumb, y/n."

"sorry, i was convinced you had zero brain cells." she replied before pulling her comforter over her head.

"y/n." oliver responded. growing annoyed with his friend. "just tell me, i already know it's about jaeden. i mean, you guys have been hanging out a lot."

"but what if it's not?" she asked, her right brow raised as her e/c eyes peaked at her friend through a small opening under her cover.

"then you can hit me." he answered, though he knew he wasn't going to get hit. he in fact knew jaeden had done something to his friend.

after a few seconds of silence and hesitation, y/n nodded. "fine. i guess i don't have to hit you." she finally spoke up, causing oliver to chuckle. "good. now tell me what's up?" he asked.

"it's just that he kissed me on the cheek. and i just didn't appreciate that. yeah, we're getting close and all but that doesn't mean he can kiss me on the cheek whenever." she said before ultimately groaning. "fuck." she added shortly after, her voice turned into a soft whisper as she done so.

"are you sure?" he asked her. which caused the girl to scoff. "of course, i'm sure! i-i don't like it at all." she responded quickly, her e/c eyes glaring at her friend. if looks can kill, well then oliver would have been long gone.

"mhm, alright. let's just sleep on it, okay?" he asked before getting up from her bed and soon walking over to his bed.

"what is there to sleep on? i just didn't like it." she spoke, before groaning fairly loudly at the situation. she thought her friend was being a total jerk. a stubborn jerk. she expressed how that kissed made her feel, and it's like he is insisting that there was something more to it. that was not the move. "just go to sleep, y/n/n." he said softly before he laid down on his bed and placed his comforter over his body.

jaeden laid in his bed, his blue eyes gazing st the top bunk. he just kept thinking about that damn kiss. of course it wasn't anything major. a kiss on the cheek isn't major at all, however he just hoped she doesn't see him any differently. he just let his emotions get the best of him. the brunette did like the girl, a lot, though he could never admit it. he hasn't even told his best friends. he just doesn't want to get teased by them. but oh boy, they're probably going to hear about this. especially if y/n tells gianna, gianna would tell finn, finn would tell chosen, and the two of them would talk to him about it. it was something that jaeden did not want to happen.

why did i do that?

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[ this was a bit of a filler, so uh thank you so far for reading this it means a lot <3, voting & commenting would be greatly appreciated. ]

[ this is colton's fc btw 🥺🥺 ]