reconsider

him

him;

everything was great until she moved into town. everything went along smoothly in my life. then my sister had to befriend her. then she had to come over all the time. then she had to make me fall for her. but it don't know what i'm doing. it's like i want to leave her alone, but she's always there, in my mind, or threaded through some of my sister's things, or in school (where she hasn't been to lately, in fact). i try to ignore her, but she's always there and last night-morning-i just, i just caved in. i'm such an idiot. i saw her at school today. she was talking to dave. i didn't know why i felt so.. angry? i don't know. oh, who the fuck am i kidding? of course i know.

but saying it out loud would set my feelings in stone.