[HIATUS] "Proof that Loki has a heart" (Loki X Reader fanfiction)

Loki? I'm sorry

I replay the video again and again, my team mates left and I'm alone with Loki, I sometimes see him stare at me from the corner of my eyes... Eventually he gets bored and gets up "You're not going to watch that 100000 times aren't you?" I sigh and close the computer "Loki?... Promise me you won't leave me alone when they'll come"
I suddenly wonder why I said that to my prisonner, oh crap...

He looks at me, amused and surprised, he sits next to me and whispers to my ear "Don't worry, cara mea , I'll never leave you alone, I'll always be by your side" I start blushing and get up "It wasn't what I meant- I mean I just don't wanna be alone with them I-" He gets up, approaches me, his face is so close to mine that I can feel his breathe on my red cheeks, he whispers again, with a sly smile "Don't worry I said, you're safe with me cara mea"

I feel paralyzed, the elevator's doors opens as I quickly get away from Loki, red like a tomato, that's when I start having goosebumps, and speak with a shaky voice "I- Hello"

Nick Fury was right there, staring straight in my eyes accompaigned by his guards, Loki looked at them, his smile vanished, Nick Fury says "So? How is it going with your team mates ? And what about Loki? Is he obeying ?" I look at Loki, I'm kind of amused seeing him triggered, I look at his emerald eyes.. those eyes that I could stare in for hours... Crap I gotta answer Nick "Oh uh yes We're okay, I'm okay everything's going perfectly well" I replied with a smile.

Then I remember why they really came and my smile vanishes.

Nick asks me to show him the video and I do it, kind of hesitant, he looks up at me "That's why you smell so good"

Fuck.

Loki clenches his fists, looks at me and Nick, then goes in the kitchen, I look at him and think "Loki.. you promised.."

Nick continues "In a few days you'll come to our lab" I look at Nick, worried and I start panicking "H-how? When ? For how long and what about Loki?!" I raised my voice without even noticing it, Nick gets up "You'll stay for a week, or a month, a year, or even until you die, We just need to know how you are doing this and then we'll let you go" I clench my fist.

Loki came back a few seconds later, Nick starts laughing "I'm joking, you'll stay for a day or two, and Loki will be here too, you are his guard after all, aren't you?"
I calm down "What are you guys going to do to me ?"
They did not answer.
Nick Fury just said a dry "See you guys" and left with his loyal dogs.

I look at my palms, they're red as hell, Loki sits down "Don't worry" he said as I start getting angrier "You can't understand, you dont know what they are going to do to me"
he went silent, reading the book he brought with him when he came back a moment ago, he breaks the silence
"I do understand you, I've seen worse" I feel so selfish now... "I- I'm sorry... It's just... It's just horrible..." He closes his book and walks straight right infront of me, and takes my hands in his, honestly Loki always does that to me, he always teases me, but this time it felt so different from the other times, it felt so... Sincere, he then stares in my eyes, "Y/n.. I would give everything to get you out of here right now..."
I don't know what he was trying to do... Was he just trying to seduce me so that I'll let him go?.. I have no clue.. but right now I just want to believe him... His eyes were not lying, it was the most honest thing I've ever heard.
"But why?" I said, he looks down, I've never seen him so sad... "Because... Cara mea... I know what it feels like"

It has been now 1 year we've been togeth-... It's been now 1 year I was his guard, honestly I never want this to end, It was the first time I've seen him so sincere, so gentle... honestly, he is not that much of a threat, Loki can change, I know it... He is not a monster.. He deserves love, I want to believe him, trust him..

Loki approaches his face, our lips almost touches each other when...

HAH! YOU'LL FIND OUT NEXT TIME!
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