Just when I think that I am free and ready to move on, something always comes up. I had the most amazing day yesterday! But today, my heart almost stopped. Why?! Because I saw Mark with a girl. Not Alex this time. Some brunette. I was on my way to get some pizza but then I saw the two of them. Walking in the same direction as me. I was inside the place and called my mom to talk about it because she always makes me feel better.
"Why are you so attached to this guy?!", she asked. I ask myself that question on the regular!
"Maybe this is a deeper issue. Maybe you feel this way because you don't like change and you have a hard time of letting things go", she said. Maybe she's right. Maybe I'm so attached because I can't get myself to fully let go of him.
I thought that I wouldn't see him anymore after Tuesday but here we are. My mom said that he's showing me who he really is, a hoe. She's right. I mean he was with Alex not that long ago and now he's with this one. Maybe nothing's happening between them but I doubt it! I just want to leave so badly. I hope I don't see him! If I do see him, I want it to be when I'm with Amanda or my mom. Especially my mom. We even have a plan. If we see him, I'm going to introduce her to him. Then she'll say, "This is the guy?! Mhm!" and then she'll give him the side eye.
This is truly ridiculous! I have to stay strong! Just a few more days and then I'll be home. Just a few more days! I can do it. I can do it. Can I?! I'm extremely exhausted! Soon, I will be free! Soon!
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Mark & Me
Literatura FaktuThis story is told through the eyes of Jasmine, a junior at university. Jasmine started a fling with Mark. Everything was going great for 3 weeks until the "big issue". Things take a turn and get complicated.
