You're my best friend 👑

Liar

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Freddies POV:

When I woke up it was still dark. I took a look at my watch and it showed me that it was only 5 in the morning.
I laid in bed for a while but I couldn't sleep anymore.
I looked at Mary who was laying next to me. She looked like a angel. Her eyes were closed and she had a little peaceful smile on her face.
I smiled and stood up as quiet as I could then I went to the bathroom.
At the bathroom I took a look at the mirror. I looked very tired even though I wasn't but then I decided to have a shower.
When the cold water splashed down on me I woke up completely. I washed my hair and body and left the shower. After I had dried myself up I slipped in a black trouser and a gray shirt with a yellow and black jacket over it.
I quietly went to the door and opened it. I took a last look at Mary and shutted the door behind me.

I walked along the long hallway searching for any song ideas in my mind but nothing appeared.
Suddenly I ran into a familiar face.
"Oh I'm really sorry." I mumbled and looked into Lilys eyes.
She looked like the death. "Are you alright?" I asked carefully and realized that I must have started at her for a little too long.
She let her head sink down even more and nodded quickly then she faked a little smile and stormed into her room while shutting the door behind her loudly.
Because I cared for her I decided to ran after her.
I stopped at her door and knocked quietly.
After a little while I heared a few things that were falling down on the floor and a sad looking Lilly opened the door.
"Can I come in?" I asked and she stepped a little away to make space for me to walk in.
After she'd closed the door I sat down on her bed and took a look at her room. It looked like a little mess.
"Lily are you alright?" I asked quietly but she didn't answer. She just nodded again and faked a smile.
"Don't lie to me darling. I can see that you are feeling awful. Everyone can see it. Trust me there honey." I suddenly said and realized that it sounded very harsh. She lifted her head up quickly but didn't answer. Instead she sat down next to me and laid her head on my shoulder. I could feel that a tear of her landed on my Jacked and pulled her in a deep and long hug.
"What's wrong darling?" I whispered and stroke her head.

Lilys POV:

Freddie pulled me in a deep hug and I just cried and cried and to be honest I
felt better after this.
"You can tell me everything darling." he whispered and rubbed my back. And that was the moment that I opened up to him. About everything. About that Shane had left,about how empty and weird I felt, about how pissed I was at Roger and that I might have treated him awful but I didn't meant it that way and about everything that came up in my mind right now.

After he'd made me calm down a bit he stood up and gave me a glass of water. I drank it and felt a bit better.
"You look like a Mess." he said quietly and smiled a bit. But I didn't smile back. I was afraid that I would destroy their whole tour and maybe piss off everyone if I felt like shit. I guess I would definitely bother Freddie if I would come up with any shitty problems everyday and wondered if they would be mad at me if I would fly back to London. Just when the thought appeared in my head Freddie gave me a face like he'd read my thoughts and said:"No. There's no way you're going to fly back. This whole thing might be get on your nerves right now but let's be honest. You'll feel so much better after we're done with touring and you can proudly say that you've stayed here. With us. Think about it" he said and left my room with a little smile on his face.

I laid back on my bed and closed my eyes for a second. I've listened to the sounds of the hotel. People were walking around quietly on the long floor with their suitcases right behind them, a few birds tweeted outside and cars were driving by. I wondered why Shane flew back home. Something really awful had happened. I knew that because he never left without a goodbye. Especially not when he knew that I was feeling down a little and when he had the chance to tour through the USA with Queen.
Suddenly someone knocked on my door and made me jump up directly.
I went to door, straightened my hair a little with my hands (because they look like a mess from laying in bed) and opened it.
To my surprise it wasn't Freddie or Mary or Brian or John or the Roonservice or whoever I would have expected to see. It was Roger.
I wondered who of us was feeling more like shit because he actually looked even more like a mess than I did right now.
"Roger!" I said surprised and looked at him.
"C... Can I come in?" he asked quitly and I opened the door a little more so he could walk in. After I closed the door and turned around I gave Roger a serious face. I actually had no clue what he wanted from me. But Roger didn't seem to be in a hurry with whatever he wanted to say because he stood in my room for a good while and eyed up every tiny thing.
When he was finished he said "My Room is bigger." and smiled complacent.
"So Roger are you here to tell me that my room is smaller than yours or do you want to tell me something else? Because I actually have no time to listen to if your or my room is bigger and honestly I don't even care about it. Also as long as the bed is comfortable it's alright. " I said and Roger seemed to come back to the thought that actually made him go here." As long as the bed is comfortable... That's right!"he said with a big grin and I started to get a bit angry because I wanted to know why he actually was here." Roger what's your Point?!"I asked loudly and made him flinch a little.
" Well" he started and I could clearly see that he was searching for the right way to come up with the things he wanted to say. "I'm really sorry. I was behaving like a asshole. Not just at the airport when I talked to your Boyfriend like a Arse but also when I first met him. I don't know why I behaved like this. I actually think that Shane is a nice guy and wanted to say sorry. So please be happy together and accept my Excuse...Also I never meant to hurt you. I don't know why you had to vomit on the plane or if you ran to the toilet because I behaved like the last brat but I really am sorry" he said and his voice turned very quiet at the end.
"Shane isn't my Boyfriend." I said quietly. I knew it was the worst thing to say at this moment but something deep inside me wanted to let Roger know that Shane wasn't my boyfriend. I could have said that I accepted it and all but I said that Shane wasn't my boyfriend and to my success Roger didn't seem to be pissed or something because I didn't accept his apologies in another way.
"Oh wait he's not?" he said with a light smile on his face and came a bit closer to me. "No he's not. He's my best friend but if a girl has a friend who is a boy and who is her best friend it doesn't mean that they're dating." I said and Roger smiled even more. "Would you ever date him?" he asked and came even more close.
"No. He's good looking and all but you know this feeling when you love a person very much but you would never date them because this would destroy everything?" I said and Roger started laughing. "Yeah you know. Freddie. He's my best friend but I would neve date him. I would rather choose Brian over him because otherwise our friendship would change." he laughed and I had to smile a little because I imagined how it would be if Roger and Brian would be dating but then I let go of the thought and came back to being normal." So. What you just said. That you behaved like a arse and don't wanted to insult Shane and everything. Shane flew back home. So you can't tell him that you're sorry right now but I can tell him if he should call."I said and Roger smiled even more."Oh he's back in London?"
Roger asked with a mixture of a big smile but also a serious face. "In
Allihies. But yes. He flew back." I answered. "Why that?" Roger asked and I sat down on the big bed because I was feeling a bit tired and don't wanted to stand the whole time. "I don't know. Something bad had happened. He's going to tell me when he calls me because it's very private. He wrote me a letter because he couldn't find me to say goodbye. And that's all." I answered and Roger sat down next to me. "Oh." he said and I suddenly was happy. I felt like nearly everything was fine now because Roger had apologized for being a arse and we could move on like normal friends again. "I'm sorry for behaving like a little bitch too. I only wanted to be your friend and instead of being a good friend I wanted to find out why you were pissed and tried to piss you of even more with Shane..."I suddenly said and realized that it maybe sounded weird. Roger looked deep in my eyes and I could see how ocean blue his eyes really were." I'm pretty sure that it looks like the sea when you cry... "I thought but then realized that I had said it out loud." What looks like the sea when I cry? "Roger asked and I started to smile a little." You're eyes. They're beautiful. I've never seen that they are this blue."I answered and a smile appeared on his face too."You actually made me a bit jealous whit this Shane yeah. But let's ignore this." he said quietly and I felt happy. I knew that if I would have been him I wouldn't have ignored it that easy. After we sat there for a while I realized how much the jetlag had taken over me and layed my head on Rogers shoulder. It felt just right. I don't wanted to let go of this moment and closed my eyes.

Rogers POV:

Lilly layed her head on my shoulder and closed her eyes with a little smile.
She fell asleep and I watched her face for a while. She looked so beautiful.
"I love you." I whispered and she smiled a little more. Then she opened her eyes.

"You do what?" she asked and faced me.
"I did not say anything." I mumbled but you could clearly tell that I was lying from the sound of my voice.
"You just said that you love me Roger. I could hear it very clearly." she said seriously.
"Maybe you just dreamed it." I said but she didn't change her mind.
"No Roger. I did not sleep. I just closed my eyes a bit. And I could clearly hear you saying that you would love me." she added.
"I don't know. I don't know honestly Lilly. I don't know what I feel. Why do you think I was bahaving like a brat when Shane was around huh? Because he was in my way. Because he made me jealous and I don't wanted to see him next to you. I wanted to see me next to you. But I don't think you would like to see me next to you. I think you would rather see him next to you and as your partner and that's why I behaved like a asshole. Because I was pissed and I wanted to see if you would feel anything for me and get mad if I treated you like a arse too. So that's why I talked to you like this and I really am sorry. I really am but I've never felt something about a girl like I do feel about you. You just stepped into my life and turned everything upside down you know?" I said and finally I came up with all the things I wanted to let her know. But she didn't answer. She came closer. And closer. And closer. And when my face nearly touched her face she said" I'm sorry too Roger. I think I love you too." and then I felt how her warm lips were touching mine.