You're my best friend 👑

This Thing Called Love...

First of all Hi you guys and a big thanks if you are still reading this "book". I wanted to say that I try to write the most things right and all but if something is written wrong or whatever I'm sorry but I gave up on reading it all over again and finding my mistakes so don't wonder why there might be many mistakes in my chapters.👽
Anyways what I wanted to say is that I now am going to jump a bit and skip every inch of the tour.
It's a year later now and it's winter.
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Queen had finished the tour successfully and Shane had called me a few days later and told me why he flew back and how sorry he was.
His mother had an accident and was doing better now. He didn't return back to us because he wanted to stay in Ireland as long as his mother was still feeling bad which was understandable for each one of us.
Roger and I were dating since a good year now and everything seemed to go well. Mary and Freddie had moved together and Roger moved in with me. Even though they'd moved out both often spend time at our flat and we all still got along very well. Brian and John also were in relationships now and I had just finished studying and found a Job at a Radio station. The boys had become very famous very quickly after their tour and came up with many Albums. My Family used to visit me often the last time and today my Brother wanted to visit me. He often traveled around the world and had a good job but when I picked him up at the station he didn't look like this at all. He looked like a whole, big mess. His beard was growing long and he didn't look this clean and businessman-like like he once used to look. He always used to wear a suit but today he was wearing a old big T-Shirt and a Jeans.
"How on earth do you look Aaron? Are you okay?" I asked and Aaron smiled wildly and hugged me.
"Aaron are you drunk?" I asked with a serious face and let go of his hug.
"Pftttt. No I'm not." Aaron said and started laughing.
"Yes you are. Give me your bags. My car is standing right outside." I said and took his bags. He followed me with a big grin. At the car I told Aaron to get inside and wait for me because I had to make a phonecall.
I went to the next phonecell I could find and dialed Roger. He didn't pick up the phone. Of course not. He wasn't home. I called at the studio and Freddie picked up the phone. "Hello?"
"Hey Freddie it's Lilly can I get Roger on the phone for a second. It's important." I said quickly and could hear Freddie shaking his head. A few Moments later a hysterical sounding Roger was at the other side of the phone. "Honey are you alright? Freddie said something bad had happened and you wanted to talk to me as soon as you could because it's very important. Are you okay?" he asked and a smile appeared on my face. Freddie could be really weird sometimes. He always had to hyperbolism with everything. But it was cute how Roger cared for me." No. It's not that awful. Just my brother should visit me today remember? I just picked him up." "And...?" Roger asked. "Well the thing is. He's totally drunk and looks like he's homeless or something."
A second Roger was quite. Then he bursted out laughing.
"Your "I'm living for my job and always walk around in my suit" brother?" he said laughing.
"I don't have any other siblings Roger. Of course him." I said seriously but couldn't hold back my laugh now any longer.
"Alrighty then. I'll try to be at home as soon as I can okay sweetie?" he said. Even though we were dating each other since a while now it was still weird for me when he called me sweetie or babe or whatever.
"Fine. But please don't worry about it. I actually just wanted to let you know that he's kind of a mess right now. But anyways I better go back to the car. I left him alone and I have no idea what he's about to do next." I said and paused. "Okay.I love you and call me if something happens. "he said." Love you too." I answered then I hung up.

When I sat next to Aaron again I first of all had to crank down the window.
" What's wrong with you?" Aaron suddenly said and gave me a sad looking face." Nothing. It's just a bit warm." I answered and started to drive home.
"No really. Don't you like me anymore? We agreed to meet today and here I am so what's wrong?" he said a bit louder this time.
"Everything's fine." I said but Aaron didn't seem to agree with me.
"No. You look at me and treat me like you don't like me. I did not do anything. NOTHING AT ALL!" he shouted and I felt how tears formed up in my eyes. Aaron had never shouted at me and I had never seen him that drunk before. I had no idea what I should do now and so I just kept on driving and stayed quit.
But Aaron didn't accept my behavior. All out of sudden he slapped my cheek. Then he grabbed the steering wheel and turned left. "GIVE ME THAT FUCKING THING! YOU'RE TOO DUMB FOR DRIVING! STUPID BITCH!" he shouted and now every tear that just had formed itself up behind my eyes rolled down my cheeks. My left cheek burned like crazy and the tears that now were rolling down on it made it even more worse.
I struck his hands away and parked the car at the sideway carefully.
"Get out." I whispered.
"What?"
"Get out Aaron." I said again but he didn't stand up. He just looked at me.
"Get out. Now!" I said a bit louder this time.
"But I'm your brother." he babbled.
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY CAR AARON! NOW!" I shouted at him as loud as I could and this time he did what I said.
As soon as he'd closed the door behind him I drove away.
What did I just do? Aaron was drunk. He was drunk for a reason. He never did this before. How could I leave him alone at the street. He didn't know this part of London an to be honest it wasn't a very pretty part of London. What if someone would steal his money or whatever? But on the other hand he'd slapped me and insulted me. I stopped the car again. He was still my brother and I wanted to know what was wrong with him.
I turned around and Aaron still stood at the place where I'd left him a few minutes ago.
He seemed to realize what just had happened and also he was shaking like he was freezing very much. Of course he was. It was winter.
When I climbed over the frontseat to open the door he put his head inside carefully.
"I'm so fucking sorry." he mumbled and I opened the door a bit more. "Get in. I'll drive you home." I said and he got in the car and sat down next to me. The rest of the drive no one said anything.