Smoking And Bruises (Camren) *Lauren G!P*

Arguments

1 week later....

Camila's POV

I've been sitting in my room almost the entire day. Lauren is at school, the kids are too, and my parents are at work. Lately no matter what, no matter if we were happy me and Lauren have been breaking out into arguments. It breaks my heart in so many levels.

I know that she is hurting because Lauren never got to feel the kid. Lauren only saw him. But my heart broke too. I have been seeing Dr. Sanchez all this week and last week. My treatment is done for Pneumonia but he says it will take me weeks to recover from it and the loss.

I've been catching Lauren smoking literally almost everyday. For that reason we break into arguments. We have been distant with each other but I know why. I have been blocking out not only Lauren but everyone else. I lost so many weight not just from the pregnancy but by me not eating.

I hear the door bell and I stand up to open it. I go downstairs to the front door "The kids shouldn't be here yet" I said to myself. I open and see flowers, chocolate and a note. I pick the items up bringing them inside. I put the flowers and chocolate on the kitchen counter and I read the note.

Dear Camila,

I'm sorry for what I heard. It breaks my heart for you loosing your kid without it being born. Lauren has told me she has been feeling really horrible for the last couple days. She has told me the whole story and breaking down a lot of times during on duty.

I know your hurting too Mila. But both you and Lauren need to be strong for each other. Lauren told me you guys have been having arguments. So I'm just here to support the both of you. If you need someone to talk to Mila I'm here :)

Love Noah

I feel a tear roll down. I smile weakly feeling happy that I have someone that supports. I know the girls, my parents, the kids, and Lauren do too. But I have pushed away almost all of them. The only one that I haven't pushed away was Sofia but that's only because Sofi is my everything.

She's my only sibling I have blood related because Chris and Tay do feel like my siblings too. I hear the doorbell ring again and I open it. "Kaki" Sofi says hugging my legs "Hey little one" I say with a weak smile. "Your still sad Kaki" Sofi says with a frown "Yeah" I said softly.

I see Chris and Taylor walk in and they put their bags down. They come and hug me. I hug them back tightly. I see Sofi close the door and joining in. We stay hugging there for who knows how long. We hear the door open and in walks Lauren.

She looks at the scene then we meet eyes. She just lightly smiles that you can barely see it. She walks upstairs then we hear a door close. I sigh and I pull away from the hug. "You should talk to her Mila" Taylor says "She's been hurting a lot" Chris says "Especially since you guys have been having arguments and you push her away the most out of everyone" Taylor says caressing my shoulder.

"I want too but" I said holding in a sob "Please Kaki" Sofi says pulling at my shirt "Lolo has been hurting Kaki" Sofi says "I don't like seeing both of you hurt" Sofi says a sad expression on her face. I see a tear roll down Sofi's cheek and I pick her up. "Ok little one I'll talk to her ok" I said and Sofi nods happily.

I put Sofi down and smile at her. I go upstairs and knock lightly on the door. I open it slowly and see Lauren sitting at the window. She has her headphones on and I can hear her music.

"Of course she didn't hear me" I whisper to myself. I walk over to her and touch her arm lightly. Lauren looks up at me and takes her headphones off. "You uh need anything" Lauren says.

"No" I said quietly "I just want to talk to you" I said fidgeting with my fingers. "About?" Lauren asks "Um people have been telling me you've been hurt and sad lately" I said scared what she will say.

"It may be true" Lauren says trying to search for eye contact. I feel a tear roll down and Lauren touches my shoulder lightly "Camz" She whispers. "It's just" Lauren says "I hate how you blame me" Lauren continues "You push me away the most" Lauren says.

"Because you were the 'father' of the kid" I said raising my voice "I know I was but it's not my fault" Lauren says "It wasn't like my sperm cell and your egg didn't mix well" Lauren says anger all over her voice.

"And even if it was that situation the baby wouldn't have been able to survive that long" Lauren continues "You lasted six fucking months Camila and I protected you from everything" Lauren continues.

"I didn't even get to feel the kiddo but you did Camila you got to feel him" She finishes.

"I know Lauren ok I know" I said breaking down.

Lauren's POV

I see Camila break down after and I soften. I wrap Camila in my arms and she wraps her arms around my torso. "I hate that we argue Camz" I whisper stroking her hair. "I do too" Camila mumbles "I'm trying to be strong for you my love" I whisper.

"I'm sorry Laur" Camila whispers "I shouldn't blame you I know you didn't even get to feel the kid" She whispers "At least I saw him" I whisper "But you didn't feel him" Camila says pulling away to look at my face.

I smile weakly at her cupping her face. "I love you" I whisper "I always will" I said. I tilt my head to the side and seal my lips with Camila's. I pull away after a little and Camila smiles lightly "I'm sorry for everything it's just everything has been hard" Camila says.

"I know baby I know" I said hugging her again. "But I'm here anytime you want me" I said. "We can try it again babe but probably when we are older babe we need to graduate high school go to college if we want and we are done" I said. "Got it" Camila smiles brightly for the first time in weeks.