Royalty Fixed Marriage |Wyorck Series #2|

Royalty👑4

Pumikit ako. Naalala ko si mother. She would hate me if I'll end my life this way. She doesn't want me to do this. She always wants the best for me and I always love what she wants. Mali'ng mag suicide dahil sa dahilang pagod ka. There are countless of remedy that we might use to fix our problems. Hindi ganito.

Huminga ako ng malalim. I hate him. Why does he needs to mention mother? Does not he knows my story life? Does not he knows my experiences? Oo nga naman, we don't not know each other until we first met in our wedding day. Napakatanga ko.

That's one of the hardest thing we do all the time. We blame and blame others. We always find a way to cover up our weaknesses. Na kakailanganin nating ipasa sa iba yung sala na dapat sarili natin ang sinisisi.

He doesn't know anything. He got frustrated on me. I acted harshly. May kasalanan din ako. I just can't accept what he did for the reason, I still was not ready and strong enough to encounter such happening. And I don't think I'm gonna get used to it. Si mother ang kahinaan ko. Siya lang.

I placed the medicines back from where it was placed before. I wasn't able to fix it because I opened the door quickly. Tumakbo ako papunta sa kama gaya ng palagi kong ginagawa kapag umiiyak. Dumapa ako at nagkumot saka ibinaon ang mukha sa unan.

Umiyak lang ako ng umiyak hanggang sa napagod at nakatulog. Nagising nalang ako at pagod na pagod ang katawan ko. Tumagilid ako at niyakap ang isang unan. Hindi na ako naka iwas sa mga mata niya nang magtagpo ang mata namin. He was seated besides our bed, sinasaraduhan ang malakas na sinag ng araw.

He looks problematic while he's holding the bridge of his nose. And he was not feeling awkward by the way he stares at me with so much intensity. Nakatitig lang siya with his pair of powerful eyes. Pero hindi nakakatakot gaya ng dati.

"Do you want to eat here instead? Ikukuha kita ng pagkain,"

Hindi ko siya sinagot. I stood up and rushed inside the bathroom. Ilang segundong nasa loob ako, napansin kong may pagbabago sa mga gamit. Wala na akong makitang ibang products dito. Even his shower gels and all of his stuffs. Nagpalinis siya?

Nag ayos ako sa loob bago lumabas. Magulo man ang buhok ko, nagawa ko paring lumabas doon at diniretsong nilisan ang silid nang hindi siya nililingon. I don't know why I am feeling guilty. Pero agad ding nawala iyon nang makita ko si Alliyah.

Hindi pa rin siya umaalis? Sinubukan ko nang magpakamatay nandito parin siya? How bitchy are those who could still face their affair's legal partner.

"Alexis, I'm sorry. And it's not what you think," she said genuinely. Sinabayan niya akong maglakad papunta sa kusina.

"Alexis, it's not what you think. We did not date----"

Tinignan ko siya and she looks intimidated. "It's not about what I think. It's about what others might think." Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "If you two have plans on ruining your both names and reputations, 'wag na kayong magsali. Ruin yours, not mine. Disgusting," sabi ko at tumalikod na.

Hindi na siya sumunod pa hanggang sa makalapit ako sa kitchen. Umupo ako doon at naghintay ng pwedeng mautusan. I don't know why their maids are suddenly nowhere to be find.

"What do you like to eat?"

Napairap ako. Ayaw ko sana muna siyang makita. Kakakita ko lang sa kabit niya!

Tumayo ako pero agad niyang nahawakan ang braso ko. Tinignan ko siya at ang dilim ng titig niya.

"I said, I'll cook."