What Would You Do? | BTS

WWYD 13: Jimin

warning:
long chapter ahead

"Jimin, you're doing great!"

"How did you do that? That was amazing!"

"I would've broke my legs and cracked my neck if I tried doing that!"

"How do you look so hot doing that?! I look like a sack of potatoes doing it."

All the things people say towards him. Well...some of them.

"He might have the skills of a dancer but he doesn't have the face. He needs makeup in order to be 'handsome'."

"Seriously? Makeup? I don't even need makeup."

"He looks like a girl."

"Is he even a guy?"

"He looks too skinny."

"He looks so feminine."

Jimin tends to hide those comments from the others. He gets more insecure about himself every time he hears those hateful things.

"Jimin! Come on, the fans are waiting!" Jin shouts at Jimin.

Jimin didn't do anything for a second. He just sat on a chair with his hands on his temples. He looks at Jin just with his eyes then looks away after he says, "I'm not going out there."

"What? But Jimin—"

"I said I'm not going." Jimin repeated with no emotion.

Jin walks away to a staff member, telling them what Jimin said and the staff member sighed heavily.

The staff walked to Jimin, making Jimin look up. "What's wrong Jimin? Why don't want to go out there?"

"I just don't want to." He says.

"That's not a good reason. You have to go."

Jimin rolls his eyes and gets up, walking to the stage. It was dark at first and the music started. The music took over his body.

*******

After the performances, Jimin was stressed.

BTS was home now and the boys tried to help him calm down but they couldn't. They asked what was wrong but he denied the fact that something was wrong.

"You know if you don't tell us if something's bothering you or if something's wrong, we can't help you. It will eat you up in the inside if you keep it in." Namjoon said in a low voice.

Jimin lied about what happened during the concert, saying he was fine and there was nothing to worry about. Namjoon could tell something was up but he didn't say anything and sighed.

Jimin did not like the world he lived in but he loved the people who supported him. He never told anyone his struggles. He always kept things in.

"Jimin?"

He turned his head once he knew who it was. The feminine voice was from someone whom he cared for more than anyone.

"Y/N? What are you doing here?" He asked her.

"I just wanted to see you." She answered with a small smile.

Jimin got up from his bed and walked to her. "Why did you want to see me?"

"I was gonna ask if you wanted to go out with me.." She said shyly.