Destroyed

Six

Okay. So fun fact. The denotation of the word Seer is, and I quote, " a person who is supposed to be able, through supernatural insight, see what the future holds."

Like...what the hell!?!?! Ryan is supposed to be one of these people/creatures? I have known him since we were five years old and he has never mentioned this.

I thought we told each other everyhing. I guess not. I quickly shut my laptop and run downstairs.

I still had to try and apologize to my mom for going off on her earlier.

"Mom!" I yelled but she was no where to be found. I guess she stayed in for work late today. I went back upstairs so that I could take a long shower and get ready for school tomorrow.

Then a wierd thought came to mind. If Ryan gets visions of the future, can he see me in the shower. Or can he only see specific things that he's looking for. I'll have to ask him.

I mean I know he's gay and all and that it shouldn't bother me, but it's still a guy seeing me naked.

It's wierd.

I quickly cleared my mind of these thoughts as I walked into my bedroom. I picked out my pajamas for the night, which was a white, lacy bra and matching panties and a white spaghetti strapped t- shirt with black and white striped shorts.

Even if I go to school looking ugly, I look cute when it comes to walking around the house.

I know it's backwards but still.

For school, I picked out a strapless yellow crop top, matching white high- waisted jeans and white jean jacket with rips in them and my yellow Vans.

Even though I normally look ugly at school, tomorrow I'm going in with style.
You know, since my life is going to change so much. Note my sarcasm. I just think Ryan was being dramatic like always.

But maybe not. I mean... he can see the future and all.

Maybe everything he says isn't total bullsh!t.
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I got in bed and turned off my bedside lamp. I closed my eyes and let sleep take me.