Destroyed

Nine

I pulled up at school and parked beside Ryan's car. I was nervous and excited at the same time. I know people would think I sound crazy for being happy that a life changing event is going to happen to me today, but... it might be a good life changing event.

So today I'm going to keep my head on the bright side and focus on the possibility that something great is going to happen today.

Who am I kidding? I'm so lying to myself right now. Ryan scared the living shit out of me when he said my life was going to change. I mean...what could possibly happen at school that would have such a major effect on my life?

Oh. My. God. Am I going to die today? Let me stop. I'm being dramatic. But seriously, if I die today, I will kill Ryan in the Afterlife. He could have saved me, since he was a seer and knew what was going to happen.

I just hope my life doesn't change too much.

I quickly grabbed my bookbag and got out of the car. I then ran inside the school to look for Ryan.

I caught him standing by his locker. Today he had on a tight, blue t-shirt with dark blue jeans and black converse.

Imma just say it.

He looked hot.

Ryan was lazy but he still had abs and muscles. I was so confused because I hang out with Ryan 24-7 and never even see him lifting a finger. If Ryan wasn't gay and I was a slut, I would smash my brains out.

All I know is that he would probably be considered one of the hottest guys in school.
I think he felt me staring at him because his head quickly shot to mine.

He smirked, and I felt the urge to look down and blush because I was caught checking him out, but I didn't. I wasn't shy with Ryan. He was my best friend.

"You like what you see?" He asked.

"Are you talking about the cockroach I'm staring at right now? Because if you are then no. It is ugly as hell. I had to resist the urge to step on it." I replied.

He just laughed and shook his head. I smiled. I liked how no one could ever get to Ryan. He was so confident in himself. He didn't even care about the hate he got when he admitted he was gay. I have always admired him because of it.

I then remembered that I was supposed to talk to him about my weird dream.

"Ryan, I have to talk to you about something." I said.

"Can it wait until we get to class? I don't want to be late." He asked.

"Sure. It's just about this weird dream I had last night."

"Ohhhh. Was it a wet one?" He asked.

I guess he saw the absolute shock on my face because he quickly said:

"I'm just kidding! I'm just kidding. Damn. You take everything so seriously."

I just roled my eyes at him and turned around and started walking to class. He quickly caught up and we walked the rest of the way in silence.