Friday
December 11 2015
6:42 PM
Rose's POV
It was completely snowing and I knew that there was no chance in going out to visit Jordan.
Things have changed since two years ago.
Gus left the school to follow his dream and I have been missing him badly.
I've wanted to date him for a while, ever since I first met him but didn't want it to ruin our friendship.
Jordan has gotten... physical I guess you could say but I never talk about it with anyone.
He's started hitting me brutally but I keep it to myself.
"Hey, you ok?" Jada walked in.
Oh yea and I call her mama now.
"Yea I'm alright." I sighed and stared out the window.
"Well you've been saying that but ever since Gus left I've noticed a change. You stay in your room always, you eat so little, you come home with random bruises. Is everything ok at school?" She asked.
"Everything is perfectly fine." I gave her an angry look even though nothing was fine.
"If you say so." She left my room.
I got a text and groaned once I saw the name.
Jordan: youre dumb ex
friend came out with a
new ep.
Me: cool i dont give
two shits.
In reality, I was extremely happy for him and his somewhat success.
I follow him on Instagram, twitter, Snapchat, and he follows me back on all.
I went on sound cloud and checked the new ep.
Live forever ep.
The first song was called angeldust.
Getting high cause my life don't mean shit to me
His songs all had the same sort of tone to it which was depressing, suicidal shit that made me worried about him.
Second song was mirror, mirror.
I could make her fall and fall and fall, spirits in the hall, mirror on the wall
Third song was pick me up featuring yunggoth.
She said she ain't never coming back
Fourth sound was nuts featuring lil skil.
Girl you know you make my cold heart warm with a touch
Fifth song was haunt u.
When I die ima haunt u
Sixth song was vibe.
I could never die I got to much pride
Seventh song was live forever.
Knock knock bitch I'm kicking in the front door
Eighth song was flannel.
Will you cry when you die and there's no one by your side
Ninth song was 2008.
Saw you today and I thought I should say that I still love you like I did back in 2008
Tenth song was give u the moon.
You know he can't do what I do yea it's true.
That was about me.
I knew it.
It's just something in my gut that knew this lyric was about how Jordan wasn't the one for me but Gus was.
I couldn't be with Jordan any longer and I realized that.
It was official.
I'm driving in the snow to go see Jordan.
There's no way I can stay with him much longer.
Unless I want to get killed.
The issue is, I knew chances are he would try and kill me.
So I brought a knife in my black small leather backpack.
Something inside of me snapped.
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