Chapter 13: disrespectful

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Saturday
January 23 2016
10:02
Melody's POV

"I can't believe you saved me." We were already walking back.

"I can't believe it either. To be honest, I thought I was gonna die but save you." He chuckled.

"I'm happy we're both fine." I held his hand.

"Me too. Also, I want you to stay with me." He said as we started to approach my hotel.

"Gus, I can't stay with you." I looked at him as if he were crazy.

"Sure you can. It isn't that hard." He assured me.

"No it's not that it's hard. It's just I have to go home soon and-"

"I'll drive you home. I have a tour bus." He held my hand as we walked to the tour bus.

"Gus." I pulled my hand out of his grip.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I just don't want you to grab onto my hand." I kept my distance away from him.

Since the whole Jordan situation, I've had a bunch of trust issues with who touches me even if I'm hella close with them.

"I still can't get over that we're friends again." He smiled really big.

"I know. You're so adorable when you smile." I kissed his cheek.

"I've made so many new friends since you've been gone. There's horsehead, there's mackened, there's Wicca Phase, there's coldhart, there's smokeasac, and-" he gasped very loudly and dramatically.

"What?"

"My best friends! Wiggy, Tracy, Yunggoth, and Bexey." He smiled.

"Are you high?" I asked.

"I mean I did six lines of coke but it's whatever." He shrugged.

We just continued walking back and I eventually warmed up to holding hands with him which made him happy as you could tell.

The tour bus was far away but we ended up making it somewhat quickly.

"Sup my bitches!" Gus yelled as he got on.

"Hi, peep." This one guy greeted.

"Ok Mel, this is Tracy, Wiggy, Mackened, you already know Bexey he's your ex, Horsehead, Yunggoth, Wicca Phase, Coldhart, and Smokeasac. All you guys, this is Melody." Gus introduced.

"She's pretty cute." Tracy smacked my ass.

"Excuse me?" I grabbed his arm tightly and he looked shocked.

"I mean, it was uh nice to meet you, Mel." He chuckled nervously.

"It was nice to meet you to Tracy." I let go of his arm.

Everyone started laughing and pushing around Tracy, saying how weak and how much a pussy he is since he didn't do anything about it.

"Hey I wanna smash later so ima be nice." He joked.

"Alright. Where the washroom?" I asked Gus.

"Its over there." He pointed.

"Thanks."

Instead of using the washroom, I just texted Rosie and Lena in a group chat we had and ranted about how disrespectful they were.

Knock

"Hey, Mel. It's just me, Gus. You can let me in, I know you're not actually using the washroom." He sighed.

I opened it and saw him and of course, let him in.

"I'm so sorry for them being disrespectful." He apologized.

"No it's fine. I've just had trust issues since a little while ago." I referred to Jordan.

Gus never knew that Jordan got abusive in the middle of the relationship cause he wasn't there then.

"Cause I left?" He asked.

"Well that and some other issues." I rubbed the back of my neck.

"Come on boo, you can tell me." He carried me and set me down so I was sitting on the sink.

"You can't tell anyone."

"I won't." He promised.

"Jordan abused me. He blamed it on being drunk. One time he actually got drunk and tried to kill me but I'd forgive him every time. He's raped me several times and I was able to escape him by threatening to murder him. I had a knife with me. Then I came to here so I could kill myself." I explained.

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