T H E D A Y I F I N A L L Y D O I T

Chapter 12: final seconds

Friday
December 11 2015
7:27 PM
Melody's POV

"Hey Melody why are you here? It's snowing I would think they shut down the roads." He looked a bit confused.

"Uh no they didn't. Not yet at least. But uh I uh need to talk with you." I let myself in and sat on his couch.

"Go ahead." He shrugged.

"I can't be with you. Our relationship is toxic and I really don't love you." I sighed.

"Is it because of Gus?" He asked.

"I can't lie. But even if I never ended up with him I couldn't be with you."

"Its ok." He got up.

He started to choke me with his bare hands and I quickly took the knife out and cut his arm a bit making him let go.

"Get away!" I caught my breath.

Tears started to roll down my face as I stared at him in shock, coughing every now and then from what he did.

"Don't kill me." He put his hands up.

"Then let me go and don't fuck with me. I'm not scared of you!" I yelled.

"Please just go." He begged for his life.

Something in me was disgusted with myself as I looked down at my hands.

This is it, I can't do it.

When I got home, I realized I couldn't stay here much longer.

Saturday
January 23 2016
9:31 PM

I've been staying at a hotel these past couple of days.

I'm in Long Island New York and Jada was ok with it since I'm older now and whatever.

It was already late and I was doing something so horrifying.

There's a train that always comes around this time at night and I'm at the train tracks.

I wrote a note so they won't think I've gone missing or something but instead they know I'm dead and I'm my murderer

I played give u the moon and a bunch of other songs by Gus and stood on the train tracks.

My hair stuck to my face since I was crying so much and my cheeks were wet.

Then I saw it.

The train came at me full speed and I got ready for my final seconds on this horrible earth.

All of a sudden I felt someone push me out of the way and I realized that I'm still alive.

I looked at the sky, trying to contemplate everything that has just happened because somehow I'm still alive.

When I looked next to me, I saw Gus.

He looked different.

His hair was dyed blonde, he had face tattoos, he was knocked out right now and I was freaking out.

"Oh my god, Gus. I'm so sorry." I grabbed his head and rested it on my lap.

It was super dark out and I still had to walk back to my hotel room.

"What's happening?" Gus looked confused.

"You saved me! I fucking love you." I cried and held him, so he was nice and safe in my arms.

"Melody! Oh my god. I missed you!" He yelled.

Gus's POV

Usually, late at night I tend to walk around places that no one's at since its peaceful and calming.

This night was different.

I went somewhere I usually never go which was some old train tracks.

There was another girl who didn't seem to notice I was there along with her.

She got up and I realized that it was Melody which really made me sad since she probably hates me for leaving her and whatever.

Basically all of my songs were made about her.

I saw her set down a note, put her phone next to it, then stood on the tracks.

A train started to come full speed at her and I knew what I had to do so I quickly pushed her out the way.

We both ended up falling somewhere but I hit my head hard, making me knock out.