Thursday
November 15 2016
12:31 AM
Melody's POV
I woke up to a bunch of doctors surrounded by me, all freaking out and no sight of Gus whatsoever which was scary for me being alone.
"Peep!" I screamed and cried.
It sounded like I was getting murdered.
They let Gus come in and already they started getting me ready to give birth which reminded me, shit Mel, you're fucking pregnant!
"Its ok Mel." He grabbed my hand and was just overall there for me.
1:01 AM
"He's so cute." I held him in my hands.
"Its baby peepers." Gus smiled.
"Damn. He has to see him mama all cut up and bruises up and ugly." I chuckled.
"I think you still look cute." He kissed my forehead.
"Thank you Gus. If I'm being honest, ima miss being pregnant." I sighed.
"How about, in one month when you're recovered, I'll take off the condom and you can ride raw. I'll even take out the dildo and-"
"Peep. We have a baby here with us." I kissed baby Gus's head.
"Baby Gus is adorable." Gus cooed.
"I probably weigh one hundred pounds." I shook my head.
"Is that bad?" He asked.
"Well I'm usually eighty pounds so being one hundred will be interesting." I shrugged.
"Yea. I guess." He chuckled.
"Also, he's yours. They did the DNA test."
March 12 2017
"Hey boo." Gus walked in and looked shocked.
I was about to snort Xanax and trying to injecting myself with heroine.
Their was some crystal meth I that was cut out into lines already, I already did four lines.
"Gus I-"
"Shit." He started crying.
"Its not what it looks like I -"
"Oh my god. You're gonna fucking die if you keep doing this. We have Gus! We have a son." He fell the the ground, crying uncontrollably.
"I know. I'll stop." I put his head in my lap.
"Give me them." He got up.
Hesitantly, I stood up, walked over to the drugs, my eye contact still on him, and got all the drugs I just did and handed them to him.
He ran over to the fireplace and threw them in.
The fire was already on and they just burned making me cry even harder, not knowing how crazy I'll go without these drugs.
"You need some sleep." He kissed my forehead.
"Gus-"
"You do realize you have a drug test tomorrow?" He asked.
I was reported for doing drugs by people that would see it on my Instagram story and since I have baby Gus, it's a pretty bad thing.
So tomorrow, I have to do a drug test.
You're gonna lose baby Gus.
Meth is found in the hair.
And you're hair is very long.
"It has to go." I whispered to myself.
When I walked into the washroom, I looked at my long naturally brown hair then at the scissors that we're laying out.
I grabbed them and cut all of it off then grabbed and electric razor.
By the time I was done, I had no more hair and I looked like I just did every single drug that existed for doing this.
"Bitch you wanna die. Suicide." I stared at myself and sung Suicide, completely disgusted with myself.
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