T H E D A Y I F I N A L L Y D O I T

Chapter 25: here we go

Wednesday
November 15 2017
11:29 PM
Melody's POV

"Hey, babe. You alright?" Goth walked into the hotel room I was in.

"Yea, Goth. I'm fine after I found out my fucking husband died!" I yelled.

"He wasnt your husband but I know." He hugged me.

"He always wanted to get married. He'd talk about marrying me everyday." I cried.

"Its ok."

"He told me he has my permission to date you if he ever died." I played the video clip.

"His voice." Goth cried.

"Remember that one time when you asked if I missed Gus and I said with all my heart?" I asked.

"Yea."

"I wanna relive that." I faced towards him and pulled out of our hug.

"Ok. Here we go."

"I'm ready."

"Do you miss Gus?" Yunggoth asked, tears in his eyes.

"Yea. With all my heart." I sighed, my voice shaky.

"I want him back." He shook his head.

"This isn't right."

"What isn't?"

"You see, I knew, I knew! I knew six xanax was to much for him but I didn't want him to get mad! It's all my fucking fault!" I screamed.

"Its not your fault. It's ok. Ssh." He soothed me.

"How do I tell baby Gus?" I cried.

"We'll do that together, babe." He kissed my cheek.

Wow.

That's my whole journey.

It's crazy, I know.

But now, it's November 9 2018.

Come over when you're sober two came out.

I found out I was pregnant with Gus's baby last year, on November 17.

It was for about four months so I've already given birth.

It was a girl.

We named her Zelda.

Then recently, I found out I was pregnant with Goth's baby.

We started dating recently but we've been fucking for a while.

Despite Gus saying he gave me permission to date Goth if he died, I still feel guilty.

RIP Lil Peep (Gustav Elijah Āhr)