Chapter 20 wanna die

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Friday
April 16 2017
2:34 PM
Melody's POV

"Happy Easter baby Gus." I smiled at my six month old son.

It was his first Easter and I'm so happy that I passed that drug test cause I don't think I could live without baby Gus in my life.

My hair usually grew baby fast so now it was like a pixie sort of cut.

My hair usually grew baby fast so now it was like a pixie sort of cut

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(^^ Like that ^^)

"He's so adorable." I sighed.

"I know. I'm so happy you passed your drug test." He kissed my cheek.

"Hey ima go get my phone real quick. Can you watch him?" I asked.

"Yea."

I walked upstairs and grabbed my phone but just as I was leaving the room, I heard Gus's phone go off in his drawer.

Maybe I should get him his phone.

So that he doesn't have to come back up later.

Just do him a little favor.

I opened his drawer and grabbed it but I noticed a Xanax bottle, a bag of cocaine, a bag of meth, a lot of weed, ketamine, shrooms, acid, and ecstasy.

Instead of throwing it away which I should've done, I decided to take three xanax, then go downstairs and confront him about them.

"I'm back. Also here's your phone it went off and I decided to bring it to you." I shrugged.

"Thanks." He put it in his pocket.

"Can I hold baby Gus?" I asked.

"Yea."

"I wouldn't want a drug addict touching him." I kissed baby Gus's cheek.

"W-what? But you're touching him. I only do weed and it's legal." He lied.

"Only weed? Yea besides the Xanax, cocaine, meth, ketamine, shrooms, acid, and ecstasy?" I held baby Gus tighter.

"You know, I thought I was worse but I only ended up doing the meth. And when I was confronted, I didn't try to lie about it."

"Give me Gus. I'll leave then. It's not like I actually loved you! Give me him!" He yelled.

"You're making him cry." I backed up.

Gus was fucking pissed and baby Gus was completely crying, me on the other hand, I was trying to hide the fear I had of him killing us.

"So it's the saddest shit in the world when you find out I do it but when you do it, it's fine and I should just hand you over baby Gus?" I asked and started crying.

"You're a whore." He spat.

"Get away." I grabbed a knife and pointed it at him.

"You think killing me is gonna affect me? No, boo. Cause little do you know, I wanna die." He grabbed the knife and put it up to his neck.

I dropped it and ran out of the house.

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