A Secret Worth Keeping: Alessia Cara Fanfiction

I Still Love You

Alessia P.O.V

So far, it has been a while that Shawn and I haven't been talking. I just can't believe he would do something like this. Just to even think about it makes me even more upset than I already am. I really do miss Shawn so much and he said that he still loves me but instead of saying it back, I ignored. I'm afraid that he might not come back to me anymore especially after what I said. I just hope that him and Camila break up soon because we can't get back together if he's dating Camila. He has choose who he wants to spend his future with. I started to cry because I was missing Shawn so much. I have been upset for the past 4 days now. As I was crying, my mom met me. I looked at her with tears running down my face.

Mom: "Are u ok?"

Alessia: ...

My mom walked up to me and gave me a hug.

Mom: "You miss him, don't u??"

Alessia: "So much.."

Mom: "Then why don't u forgive him instead of ignoring him??"

Alessia: "I don't know if I should...he's with Camila now and there's nothing I can do about it..I can't believe that he would do this to me..but I just hope that the love he has for me is still real like the way it was..I told him that I'm gonna take a break from him and I'm afraid that he would never talk to me again...."

Mom: "You and Shawn need to make up because u two can't be separated forever.."

I started to cry even more. To even think about what I said to Shawn just made me feel like I've ruined it even more for the both of us. I find it so hard to let go of Shawn. 

Mom: "I know that Shawn made a mistake but I'm pretty sure he's sorry."

Alessia: "He was....I didn't accept his apology..."

Mom: "I don't want u to be crying everyday, you've been crying for the past 4 days now." 

Alessia: "Because everywhere I go just reminds me of Shawn and our fight we had over the tour..I love Shawn so much.."

Mom: "Try and see if u two can make up today..."

Alessia: "I-I just really want him to break up with Camila cause he can't date two girls.."

My mom gave me a hug again.

Mom: "Wash your face, we have to go now.."

I nodded and my mom left. I wiped off my tears and washed my face. When I was done, I chilled and sat down with Olivia cause I needed someone to talk to. After hanging out with my crew, it was time to perform. Shawn performed on stage and then I went on to perform. When we were done, we went back to the room. When we sat down, I got Shawn on his phone but I didn't know what he was doing. Tears ran down my face because I knew exactly what he was doing. I looked on the side of his phone a bit closer and he was texting Camila. I got up and started walking away. Shawn saw me walking away and he stopped me.

Alessia: "Shawn get out of my way..."

Shawn: "Please don't get upset with me anymore..."

Alessia: "Why?"

Shawn: "Because I broke up with Camila..."

From that moment, I stopped sobbing and looked at him straight in the eyes.

Alessia: "W-what? Why?"

Shawn: "Because I still love you..."

Alessia: "Y-you broke up with her...all because of me?"

Shawn: "Yea I didn't like to see u cry every single day..it wasn't fair to me and to everyone else..I loved u more than Camila...it was just so hard to avoid her but this time, I avoided her for good."

I started to cry again and while I was doing that, I hugged him.

Alessia: "I'm sorry for everything....I'm sorry for trying to break us up...I didn't know what I was thinking.."

Shawn: "Don't apologize, the person who should be apologizing right now is me..I went back with Camila when I already had someone that have loved for me for the past years..and instead of breaking up with her, I got upset with u at first for being mad at me for going back with her..I was so stupid...I'm sorry for doing that mistake, I won't break your heart anymore..I promise.."

Alessia: "Aww...it's ok....Shawn..."

Shawn: "And to be honest, I've really missed u Alessia..I thought that after all of this, we would never be together anymore..."

Alessia: "I would never break up with u...even when I'm mad at u, I'll still love u..."

Shawn kissed me. When he kissed me, I calmed down and stopped crying. Everything that happened between me and him have been erased from my head. I kissed him back. I've missed him as much as he missed me. I'm so glad that things are working out now. Everyone was happy that me and Shawn made up and I couldn't be more happier too. This is exactly where we belong. We belong together forever and nothing else will happen to us. I hanged out with the team for a bit and then we headed to bed. 

Shawn: "Hey Alessia.."

Alessia: "Yea.."

Shawn: "Sleep with me tonight.."

Alessia: (smiles) "But I have to.."

Shawn: "Please...I need you..."

Alessia: "Okay.."

We kissed and then we headed to bed. I was finally happy again. 

A/N: End of chapter!!!