Ride On

Part Two

I sat there, shocked out of my mind. She just told me that she was pregnant. Thats when she found out here diagnost. Holy sh!t, I couldve been a dad right now. Why didnt she tell me?

"Im sorry what" Was all I could get out

"I was pregnant."

"When"

"Our last year together."

"When was your due date"

"Today. He or she couldve been four years old by now"

"Why didnt you tell me" my voice grew louder

"I tried LJ."

"WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME"

"When I mean I tried, was when I tried calling you. But you didnt ANSWER YOUR DAM PHONE!"

"WHY IS IT MY FAULT"

"OH MY GOD! IM NOT BLAMING YOU!!! YOU WANTED TO KNOW WHY I DIDNT TELL YOU."

"How many weeks were you"

"Eight"

"What happened"

"Had a miscarriage"

"How"

"Stress"

"What do you mean stress"

"It happened that day, we split. It wasn't easy on me. You were fooling around. With me being worried how Im gona raise this child without its father. When I walked out that door, it happened. Thats why I rushed out. Because I was in so much pain. From the heart ache to the ache in my stomach." She spoke with tears running down her cheek.

"Who else knows about it" I asked

"Kollin" she mumble

"Im sorry who"

"Kollin. I stayed for  week in Porum. Then I went home. I made sure I was healed up enough to make it back home"

"You had that week to tell me Jade" I said sternly

"Larry, I couldnt even look at you. What makes you think I shouldve told you"

"I was the father to that kid. I think I deserved to know"

She jumped off the tailgate and walked off. I made her life hell, didnt I? I still sat on the tailgate. This is too much to take in. I screwed up our future. What have I done?

I went looking for her. I see her sitting on the ground and tossing rocks into the water. I hear her crying still. She lied to me, but why am I standing behind her? Why cant I walk away like I did before? Because I never loved a woman as great like her.

"Jade" I softly

"What" she said in a stern voice

She didnt budge to look at me. She continue to stare out into the water. Right now were both filled with mixed emotions. From upset, to angry, to pissed, to saddness and finally hurt. I slowly made my way towards her. Its hard to figure out who did what. Im mad at her because she didnt tell me. Shes mad at me for what I did. But what question I didnt as was "when was the baby concieved". I know she was out on the road for her work, when all this went down. It even scares me that, if that kid was alive, he may might or not be mine. Woah! Woah! Woah! What the hell am I thinkin? Jade wouldnt do that!

I sat down behind her. She leaned back and I wrapped my arms around her.I kissed her cheek.

"Babe Im sorry what I have caused" I whispered in her ear

"Larry. I should be the one apologizing " she said back

"I just wish I couldve known. If I wouldve known, I wouldve made you my wife."

"We werent ready then"

"Why is that"

"Really? I have to explain everything again"

"Hahaha.. No babe.. dont need too.."

"Yeeeaaah riiight"

"Haha... I love you babe. When do we start our own tribe"

"sometime in the future.. i love you too"

"Why not now"

"Because  I wanna rodeo before I give my horses to our kid"

"Fair enough. But I am going with you though"

"Your not gonna ride anymore"

"I will. It just seems like I have a better chance in the PRCA and I can be there to support you as well"

She looked at me and I kissed her. The pair of lips I feel comfortable kissing. Then her phone started ringing.

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