Alex P.O.V
"What if I do this?" I look for the voice talking but the room was pinch black.
"Hello?"
"Does this hurt?" The voice laughs and the lights turn on.
I look at Carter stabbing Derek in the arm. Derek yells out in pain.
"Stop!" I yell running to them but they disappear. I was yelling for help but the room goes black again.
"Why!" Derek yells falling to the ground. I run to him and he wasn't breathing.
"Derek! Please say something Derek!" I yell crying hitting him in the chest.
"Noooo!!" I sit up sweating. I wipe my face with the sheets breathing hard.
"Alex are you okay!" I hear Scott yell from the door.
"Yeah just a nightmare" I yell back. I lay back down and stare at the ceiling.
It's been 4 days that Ive been locked in my room. I haven't talked or seen Derek. The guys and Mrs.McCall tried making me go to school but I just don't want to go. They bring me food twice a day and I'm thankful to have people who care. It feels weird but it was a good weird.
"Not going to school?"
"No" he didn't come in. I wonder if Derek is worried about me. I was worried about him but Scott said he didn't get hurt that much by Carter and his friends.
I close my eyes hoping I can go back to sleep without dreaming that stupid nightmare.
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I was cold. It was cold inside my room. I look for the covers without opening my eyes. A strong wind blew in my room giving me goosebumps.
I open my eyes to see a shadow in the corner. I scream my lungs out.
"Shh it's just me" right now I had my sheets covering my body and face.
"Jackass you scared me" I say angrily to Derek. He lightly chuckles moving closer to me.
"Don't" I stop him from moving. He looked sad but I didn't care.
"Alex don't do this" he plead looking at me. I look back at him with anger. He looked down.
"Please don't" his tone changed. I cross my arms and tap my feet.
"Don't what Derek? Huh don't what!" I yell trying not to cry in front him.
"I'm sorry Alex okay! I'm sorry I'm a freak...... I'm fucking sorry to disappoint you" his tone changed to anger.
"You couldn't trust me....that's what hurts the most" as hard as I try I couldn't hold in my tears.
"Just like you and your parents?" He spat out making me stop crying and look at him confused.
"I know about your past. I know your parents hurt you and are still alive." I couldn't believe he knows. How did he know? Did Scott or Stiles tell him?
"H-How?" I was so confused I fall to the ground.
He sighs loudly before sitting in front of me. He grabs my hands in his.
"Perks of being a werewolf" he chuckles under his breath.
"You could read minds?" He wasn't half man half wolf as I thought.
"No yours. Scott. I don't know how to explain it. With you I can just sense your pain." he squeezes my leg.
"They um hate me. Since I was 10 I only got beatings...... I don't know why they did what they did, I can't seem to understand why.....they would tell me to kill myself to relive them from problems.... I was just a pest for them." I wipe away the tears.
"So I tried to end my life" I roll my sleeves up showing him everything. He gasps looking at my arms closely. He softly touches them with his fingers. He looks at them with a pain look.
I was crying because this was the first time I showed anybody my arms.
He sees me crying and gently cupped my face wiping my tears with his thumbs.
"I'll never let anybody hurt you"
I cried writing this.... Comment what you think and if you like it? ALSO I CHANGED SOME PARTS. Where Derek can read minds. I wrote this book when teen wolf started.
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