Dirty little secret~Jungkook&Seokjin

Chapter four

Nilsa's POV

With a light schedule today, I felt like everything went shit up. I felt like everything I done today was completely pointless, but right now, I couldnt care less. I am tired and when I'm tired all I want to do is sleep. I dont really care about anything else.

Its Friday evening and the weekend has just begun and it already sucks ass.

I kept thinking about what Moana said last week. The stupid conversation I had with her was driving me up the walls. The bad thing is. She's right. Seokjin is all I've ever wanted.

Well from what I've seen so far.

I sigh. That's becoming clearer with each passing day.

Seokjin has been over every day this week. The more I hear him talk and see him laugh and observe how he acts, the more I wish I was the kind of person that ruthlessly went after what I wanted.

But I'm not. I'm a good friend.

And I barely know the guy. I mean if I ever become a thief. He is the first thing I steal. Just a crush nothing else.... I think

I can hear his deep voice as he talks to Ellie. No doubt they have exciting plans for the night. Their jet-set lives are the stuff fairy tales are made of. Unfortunately, my life has been anything but a fairy tale.

With a resolute jerk that makes my eyes water, I tighten my pony tail. I eye myself in the mirror. I was getting ready to head out to buy some dinner. I was starving and I couldnt deal with another healthy meal by Ellie. "Oh but its healthy, its from the cook book"

I'm glad when I hear the front door shut. At least now I don't have to pass the dynamic duo on my way out. It's already becoming a shitty weekend. Seeing them drool all over each other is the last thing I need.

I give them a few minutes before I grab my purse and keys, slinging my bag onto my shoulder and head to the door. I'm thinking to myself that I should've used the bathroom before I left because when I look up I see Seokjin sitting in his sleek black car, talking on the phone.

Not watching where I'm going, I forget to step off the curb and end up falling off it instead.

I fall ass over teacup into the parking lot. In my head, I envision myself as a comical cartwheel of flailing arms and legs. Yep, I'm making a fool of myself. Again. Right in front of Seokjin

"Are you ok Nilsa?" I look up and of course I am face to face with Seokjin.

"I'm so glad I didnt pee myself" I say. It wasnt meant to be loud

He laughs "What?"

"What?"

"You're glad you didnt pee yourself?"

I nod "I needed to pee before I left... I drank to much water"

"Then why didnt you?"

"Too hungry?"

He nods slowly. And then he laughs. His perfect mouth spreads into a wide smile, revealing equally perfect teeth. His face is transformed from gorgeous into just plain breath-taking. And the sound—it's rich and rumbly and slides over my skin like satin.

"Where are you headed?"

"To grab some food"

"And where's that?" he asks

"Downtown?"

"You driving?" he asks

I nod and point towards my car

"I dont mean to be rude but I'm starving and I better go now before I hit traffic" I speak

"Right. Well, drive carefully."

With a nod and a polite smile, he turns and walks back to the car that's purring quietly a few feet away.

I all but run to my green mini cooper. It has never looked more welcoming. Or more like an escape pod. I hop in and slam the door, exhaling in relief.

But then, much to my chagrin, I turn the key and hear only a sluggish whine. The engine won't start.

I look at the gas gauge. Half full. It's not an empty tank. I look at the dashboard lights. They're nice and bright. It's not a dead battery. Beyond that, I have no idea what to check.

I'm sitting helplessly behind the wheel, wondering what the hell I'm going to do, when I see Seokjin cross in front of my car and approach my window. I roll it down.

I try to smile when I feel like crying instead.

"Car won't start?" he asks.

"Nope."

"What seems to be the problem?"

"I have no clue. I have ovaries; therefore I repel all things mechanical."

He chuckles. "The put-gas-in-it-and-get-the-oil-changed-and-that's-it type, huh?"

"Pretty much."

"Let's take a look. Can you pop the hood?" he asks, rolling his sleeves up to his elbows.

Good Lord, he even has sexy forearms!

I look down and to my left. I see the little symbol for the hood. I'm thankful I at least know where that is.

I pull the lever.

I don't know whether I should get out or stay put. For self-preservation purposes, I go with staying put.

Through the crack where the hood hinges, I can see him fiddle with several things, tugging hoses and wires and tightening something down. Then I see him brush his hands off and close the hood.

He walks back to the window. "I don't see anything obviously wrong, but I'm no mechanic. Looks like this car's not going anywhere for a while. Do you want me to call a tow truck?"

I can't help the deep sigh of frustration. "No, that's okay. I can call one after I grab food"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I'm sure. Thanks, though."

"Do you want me to wait with you?"

My laugh is bitter. "That's okay"

"Do you want a lift?" he asks

"Absolutely not! You've got plans with Ellie and it's way out of your way. Downtown is way out of everyone's way."

"We were just going to hang out with some co-workers. I can be a little late. It's not a big deal."

"Well, it is to me. I'll be fine. I appreciate the offer, but I'm gonna have to decline."

"Decline?" he says, his eyes twinkling mischievously. "What if I insist?"

"Insist all you like. My answer won't change."

His face is inches from mine.

"I could always make you."

The way he says it sounds dark and dirty and infinitely pleasurable. All I can think of is what I'd like for him to make me do.

My mouth is so dry, my tongue sticks to the roof. All I can do is shake my head.

"It's either come with me or sleep in your car that won't start. Your choice."

With that, he slams the door shut and walks casually away, toting my stuff to his car and dropping it into the back seat. He leans against the driver's door and crosses his arms over his chest to watch me. The challenge is clear.

I'm just stubborn enough that if I really didn't want to go with him, I would find a way around him. But therein lies the rub. I do want to go with him. Just to spend a little more time with him, without Ellie around, sounds like heaven.

I smile, climbing out of the car.

"Now, was that so hard?"

"I guess not. You drive a hard bargain."

"So I've been told."